My World.

The Last Exorcism

2010-11-11T18:43:00.007+08:00

Okay, so on one of the “oh-so-boring” days where I usually stay at home and rot my life away as I wallow in self-pity with the coming doomsday, (9^th Dec – Don’t ask.) I decided to pop by the cinema to catch a movie – oh and did I mention that I am so infuriated that 2 of the shows I want to watch is premiering on 9^th December?! Argh. – okay so back to topic (Sorry).

The Last Exorcism

My Humble Opinion

If you want to know how much budget they had, who were the producers and cast members and all that rubbish you can go search for it at IMDB. I’m not interested in those – in fact I never was interested in those information. Sure, it’s good to know but I don’t really care unless the movie is good. Hope you catch my drift here.

I am not going to sit here and express my hate for this movie with CAPS and exclamation marks. All I will say is that horror movies are a lot less common than other genres, as it is very challenging to make a good one. Well, in short, this isn't one of those. It’s just bad. Imagine a comedy without a laugh or a Romantic Comedy without the female lead. Well this film is a horror and I am sure you can put two and two together.

It builds up and up... and up. That’s it.

And then finishes and dies with a laughable ending. I mean, did the filmmakers just run out of ideas? Budget? Time? Surely they have some excuse for what happened here. I would sure love to find out.

This film isn't the worst I have ever seen (however it does come close), but it does have the worst plot I have ever seen. It makes Epic Movie look like Inception. Imagine a stockpile of random ideas being thrown into a film by the girl in this film. There is some very convincing acting in this movie, but it’s all wasted.

Synopsis (Read only when you don’t intend to watch.)

The film starts in a promising mood, raising an interesting message how churches con to get their money. It was also good when it highlighted the irony that the reverend himself doubts the existence of god. Then it just declines - further and further in you slowly realise this ship is never going to sail.

The usual “I’ll let your camera crew follow me and film the process.” Thing. So they head out to this Switzer farm or something. There was a lot of comic relief when they were traveling there like how the people called that place the ‘very gates to hell’. But then again, why is there so much comic relief in a horror film? You don’t see stuff like that in Japanese or Thai horror flicks. Guess that makes a whole lot of difference.

So anyway when they arrived, the reverend introduces all of his props for his exorcism to the camera crew and the audience. Another comic relief with the smoke-emitting cross he used to ‘absorb’ the demon into. They are seriously over-doing the comic relief thing. Ironic. The reverend feels that there is no possession at all and it was merely a case of a girl who has psychiatric problems. I guess the climax of the film is when the ‘possessed’ girl turns up at the reverend’s hotel when she shouldn’t know anything about at all. She’s 16 if you are wondering. And you get your typical exorcism storyline – the cracking of neck, the disjointed body and the weird noises the ‘devil’ makes.

The only thing I find interesting at this point of time is with the reverend’s struggle to decide whether or not this is a possession or just a state of mental illness. His faith is put to the test and by the way he still hasn’t decided whether or not it’s a possession even at the end of the film. Guess that is supposed to be for them to know, for us to find out.

Finally the movie draws to a close when the reverend concludes that the ‘possessed’ is just in a state of trauma after being raped by someone called Logan who works in the town after speaking to the girl. (What’s her name again?) So they left the town leaving the girl with her father and the town’s pastor to seek medical attention. This is when everyone thought that the movie was ending and were starting to frown and complain. I heard mumblings. That would have been quite a sucky ending. Then relief. When everything seemed like a happy ending, the crew came by the place where the girl said Logan was working at and decided to confront the boy – only to find out that Logan is actually gay and there was no way he would have raped her. So she was lying. Why? The reverend decided to go back to find out.

Everyone’s on the edge of their seats by now, thinking that this is the actual climax of the story. (It’s only 1 hour and 10 mins into the show. Didn’t seem like it would end that quickly anyway.)

So he turns around and goes back. When they arrive back, they see that the house is dark and empty. They go inside and see that the father and the possessed girl are gone and there are satanic writings all throughout the house. While outside they hear shoutings coming from deep in the woods. So they all ran out into the woods and saw a gigantic clearing where the town pastor has the possessed girl tied to a table of some sort beside a fire. There is also a handful of townsfolk there as well and the father is seen tied to a tree blindfolded. It turns out that the entire town worships Satan! Then the reverend watch in shock with the rest of the crew when they see the town pastor deliver the possessed girl’s baby (I didn’t even know she was already due.) Then the pastor throws the demon baby into the fire causing it to grow and shape around in a mystical demonic type of way. The priest gets a sudden revelation and begins to march towards the fire with his cross and speaks words from the bible. However the cameraman and the boom operator woman begin to run away when the townspeople see the reverend marching to the fire (it's assumed he is killed off screen)

So anyway you get the typical first person ‘run-through-the-woods’ when suddenly the lady is grabbed by one of the townspeople and hacked into pieces with an axe. The cameraman continues to run and then stops and looks behind him. Finally when he turns around we see the possessed girl's brother with a small hatchet in his hand and he cuts off the cameraman’s head and guess what? The end.

Deciphering The Storyline

(You need to watch it to understand what I am talking about.)

Come to think about it, there were traces of clues all throughout the movie suggesting the ending. But we humans are too obsessed with the details that we forget about the whole big picture. So let’s see if Nell was possessed afterall.

If you are still wondering why only at the end did they show signs on Satanism then you are wrong. Here are some facts to help you out.

Fact 1

Dad withdrew daughter from church school as he figured out something wasn't quite right.

Remember how the father took Nell out of that church b/c he didn't agree with certain things? Because the pastor was a Satanist, and tried to subtly persuade her with the wrong doctrine.

Caleb lost faith after his mum died, got angry with god and looked ended up getting involved with the cult. (Possible)

Nell was forced into taking part in cult activities and presumably was threatened not to tell anyone (if she even remembers).

At the end we see dad tied up, he was innocent. We see Nell give birth to something clearly inhuman, actually translucent and a bright red. It is thrown into the fire, which clearly rises and a demonic sound is heard. The aim is obviously to summon a demon. Cotton realizes this is serious and attempts to stop it.

Fact 2

Remember how Caleb didn't want Cotton performing an exorcism? That is because Caleb was part of the satanic cult.

And remember how quickly Caleb's demeanor changed once he realized Cotton was a fraud? Because he no longer viewed Cotton as a threat to their cult and the plans they had for Nell.

And remember how the lady at the gas station said in that interview, "I believe the gates of Hell are right down that road!"

So…

The whole time the audience was being set-up for the ending - that the church we had been made to believe was good, was actually a satanic cult.

That's it - it's not hard to comprehend - it's very simple; and it's not an "opinion".

Whether you like the supernatural ending or not, it is pretty clear.

Possessed or Not?

The second exorcism showed us that the girl was crazy but not possessed by a demon. because when Cotton was asking her to explain what was a blowjob she was speechless. She was effectively a 14 years virgin girl and not a girl possessed by a demon.

Also, don’t forget that all along Cotton viewed this whole experience as “helping” Nell overcome her emotional and mental blocks, not an actual exorcism. So it is safe to say that when he told the Father that Nell was possessed by the demon called Abalam, who is described as a demon that would encourage lust and desires. Not to mention it would defile certain beings during possession and the only escape was through death, he was cooking everything up and probably just came to that page by flipping through the book. It was also shown that he did not really understand what the book was saying and might have made up the description as well.

If so, how did Nell know where Cotton was staying without him telling her? Did she follow him? What about the voice changes during the second exorcism? Snapping her fingers and neck etc. How would she have known that Cotton did not believe in 'her' - the demon?

And Nell was obviously pregnant as they delivered a baby at the end. Why is that throughout the show she didn’t have a huge belly? Got to be demonic pregnancy.

Remember the picture they saw on the wall showing Cotton burning in the fire and the camera crew is pieces? Now if you recalled, they died exactly the way they were predicted to. Was it set up? Or was that a message from god?

And there were many unanswered questiones.

So who killed all the animals and why?

Who drew the pictures of them dying and why?

Who cut Caleb up and why?

So why did Nell cut Caleb’s face? Because the demon was in control or was he trying to do something to her? When Caleb writes on the paper “Don’t leave her alone with him”, I suspect that he wrote that because he knew that his father was so obsessed with getting rid of the demon that he will kill her like what Cotton said the only salvation was and killing Nell would obviously ruin all the plans the cult has made.

Alright, I have given you enough food for thought. You think it through and decide the ending for yourself.

In my personal opinion though, it seemed like some of the villages belongs to a Satanic cult and wants to summon a demon. They could have offered Nell as the virgin – hot favorite in cult activities – to the demon so that the demon can mate with the animals to produce the demonic child which will be fed to the demon himself or perhaps give the demon some form as the baby we all saw at the end had spikes and looks somewhat like a horse.

2009-08-29T04:43:00.002+08:00

aloha!

have been catching alot of movies lately.

Public Enemies, Hangover, GI Joe, The Proposal, Where Got Ghost, The Final Destination.

Also watched many others on my laptop and DVD player. The few that are stuck in my head now are Final Destination and Wizards Of Waverly Place Movie.

Anyway, final destination was so disappointing. the ending sucks big time. my jaws were literally open the time the credits came on. and i can tell yvelyn was equally shocked its the end already. like seriously!

i shall not post spoilers here so watch for yourself if you want. go for the 6 bucks ticket, dont be a fool and pay 10 bucks for it like i did today. Was kinda last minute outing to town with a handful of people. I just love impromtu outings. they are double the fun deciding on what to do on the spot rather than everything planned out and well prepared for.

anyway, it has been an awesome night and im going to go to bed having this thought that tomorrow is going to be a wonderful day. (:

goodnight earth.

your love is a lie

2009-08-07T08:02:00.003+08:00

Your Love Is A Lie
Simple Plan

Fall asleep by the telephone
It’s two o’clock and I’m waiting up alone
Tell me, where have you been?
I found a note with another name
You blow a kiss but it just don’t feel the same
Cause I can feel that you’re gone
I can’t bite my tongue forever, while you try to play it cool
You can hide behind your stories, but don’t take me for a fool

You can tell me that there’s nobody else (but I feel it)
You can tell me that you’re home by yourself (but I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want, but I know, I know
Your love is just a lie
It’s nothing but a lie

You look so innocent
But the guilt in your voice gives you away
Yeah, you know what I mean
How does it feel when you kiss when you know that I trust you
And do you think about me when he fucks you?
Could you be more obscene?
So don’t try to say you’re sorry, or try to make it right
And don’t waste your breath because it’s too late, it’s too late

You can tell me that there’s nobody else
You can tell me that you’re home by yourself
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want, but I know, I know
Your love is just a lie (Lie! Lie! Lie!)
It’s nothing but a lie (Lie! Lie! Lie!)
You’re nothing but a lie

2009-08-03T20:17:00.003+08:00

Vannessa Anne Hudgens
When There Was Me And You

It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care

I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you

I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
Once upon a song

Now I know your not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I can tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Cause I liked the view
When there was me and you

I can't believe that
I could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind

Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you

happy 19th!

2009-07-14T00:00:00.011+08:00

hello earthlings.

it's my birthday today and i had a great celebration with my classmates!

Before I start off about today, how about some opening credits of thanks to everyone who wished me and everything. (See, i'm sincerely appreciative that's why I put it in before the post, not after.)

MSN / Facebook / Other Technological Methods

Victor, Fadzli, Chiat Lin, Jasmine, Yi Mian, Ridzuwan, Gervina, Shu Jun, Xue Wen, Mindy, Noel, Gregory, Wan Xia, Qudsia, Lionel, Janice, Candida, Shawn, Tricia, Beng Kai, Godmum, Amous, Hwee See, Vanessa, Felicia, Kevin Fee, Dominic, Wei Xiong, Randy, Jeremy, Wen Kiong, Doris, Erwin, Shao Hui, Geng Whye, Fariqiel, Michelle, Clarence, Dexter, Sean, Kedrick, Dhaslie, Faris, Yee Yong, Priscilla, Iylia, Vivienne, Ryan, Kellie, Ben, Leonard, Ting Ting, Jayden, Lionel, Michael, Benjamin, Justin, Hope, Kevin Chan, Mum & Dad.

So I wanted to be on time for school today but I knew I couldn't do it because of me working full shift yesterday from 9am - 11pm. Totally exhausted. Slept till about 11am then woke up and got ready, left for school and had lunch at 1pm at Canteen 4. After lunch went back to FYP room to slack and play games to kill time. When finally released at 5.30, we went to meet Yi Jun and Xue Wen at 6 plus at the bus stop. Then took a bus to Clementi's City Vibe and met Beng Kai there. Ate Uncle Sam Claypot which was ridiculously cheap but not nice. After dinner, planned to go to De'Coders Cafe but it was fully booked so we headed to my place instead to slack and play PS3.

To be honest, today didn't feel like a birthday to me at first. Was kinda sad in the morning when I wake up and i'm all alone in the house. Somemore this is the first year that I'm not celebrating with my family. I also don't know why they are not celebrating it with me this year. It was only after school when U-S-U-A-L-S and The-Click-Three went out for dinner together that I felt happy that it's actually my birthday today. Thanks so much guys!

Anyway, another set of credits go to the presents and celebration people.

Special Thanks to:

Beng Kai - For meeting up after work though its so much easier to go home from your office.

Amous - For rushing down from Toa Payoh to celebrate my birthday though you live in Eunos.

Yi Jun & Ming Xi - For making time to celebrate my birthday and fake me with the cake!

Xue Wen - For your time taken to celebrate my birthday though you could have done some other things like nwah-ing!

Mindy, Wen Kiong & Yu Xiang - For your time and everything that happened today!

Janice - For your time although you could have used that time to do your project.

Noel - For offering to meet me to celebrate my birthday despite your extremely busy schedule.

Victor - For meeting me at 12am last night for supper.

Kedrick, Gregory, Lionel, Edison, Kevon, Kelvin - For the early birthday celebration last Saturday.

Tricia & Shawn - For the early celebration last Thursday at Kuishin-Bo.

And the presents!

Fred Perry Wallet (Gregory)

Mont Blac Starwalker Eau De Toilette (Tricia & Shawn)

Limited Edition Transformers Backpack, Lanyard and Trucker Cap (USUALS+The Click 3)

Brown Trucker Cap (Edison)

Topman Shirt (Leonard, Ting Ting & Jayden)

Giant Birthday Album (Victor)

Philips Clip On Earphones (Qudsia, Fazee, Gervina, Hwee See)

*Picture Not Available*

Once again, thanks to all for making this day so special. I JUST LOVE BIRTHDAYS! Definitely looking forward to my next birthday!!

LOVE YOU GUYS! (:

battlefield.

2009-07-08T20:36:00.003+08:00

Battlefield
Ryan Tedder

Don't try to explain your mind
I know what's happening here
One minute it's love
And suddenly it's like a battle-field

One word turns into a
Why is it the smallest things that tear us down
My world's nothing when you're gone
I'm not here without a shield
Can't go back now

Both hands tied behind my back with nothing
Oh no, these times when we climb so fast to fall again
Why we gotta fall for it now
I never meant to start a war
You know I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know what we're fighting for

Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield? (x2)
Why does love always feel like..

Can't swallow our pride,
Neither of us wanna raise that flag
If we can't surrender then we both gonna lose what we had

Both hands tied behind my back with nothing
Oh no, these times when we climb so fast to fall again
I don't wanna fall for it now
I never meant to start a war
You know I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know what we're fighting for

Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield? (x2)

I guess you better go and get your armor, (get your armor) get your armor
I guess you better go and get your armor, (get your armor) get your armor
I guess you better go and get your...

We could pretend that we are friends tonight
And in the morning we'll wake up and we'll be alright
Cause baby we don't have to fight
And I don't want this love to feel like..

A battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield,
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield

I guess you better go and get your armor...

I never meant to start a war
You know I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know what we're fighting for (fighting, fighting for)

Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield? (x2)

I guess you better go and get your armor, (get your armor) get your armor
I guess you better go and get your armor, (get your armor) get your armor

Why does love always feel like...
Why does love always feel like...
A battlefield, a battlefield..

I never meant
to start a war
Don't even know
What we're fighting for

I never meant
to start a war
Don't even know
What we're fighting for

long overdue

2009-06-16T00:25:00.003+08:00

hi, its been a while i know.

anyway, a quick update over the weekend.

This weekend (13th & 14th June) was spent working at the Singapore Flyer.

Saturday

Woke up, met Shawn to cut hair in the morning, then went to clementi central to meet victor as he's going for his singapore idol audition and then took a bus to city hall to meet up with the USUALS. It's nice meeting so many close friends in a day but a little hectic. Had lunch with the USUALS at Macdonalds and then Carl's Junior cause Amous joined us at a later time and he skipped lunch. It has been so long since the USUALS met up! Everyone was busy with their Final Year Project and Internship that we hardly have a time that compromises everyone so im elated that we managed to meet over the weekend. It's a pity I have to work on that very day at the Singapore Flyer so I had to leave at around 3.30 as my shift starts at 4. Noel took a cab down so he fetched me on the way so I don't have to walk there. Haha. Work was awesome and fun though tiring.

After work, Greg, Ked and EJ came down to find us to have supper together and chill. I agreed cause I was so freaking hungry as I didn't have time for dinner while on duty. Went to Cineleisure to have Pastamania then they wanted to go to the Marina Barrage (our usual haunt) to chill and catch up. Stayed there talking about all the rubbish in the world until 4am then went home. Damn tiring but awesome day. (:

Sunday

Afternoon shift at the Singapore Flyer again. This time, had lunch with my parents then took a bus down to City Hall, blah blah. Oh ya, while walking past Plaza Singapura, I saw a huge crowd outside the MRT station and PS so I went to check it out. Guess what? It's the Pinoy Day. There were like thousands of filipinos there cheering and all. Was kinda scary as I didn't fit in so I quickly left and took a bus to SF. Work was fun as usual. After that, went to meet SOMEONE at Holland Village for supper and that SOMEONE was late. HAHA! Like finally Lincoln is waiting for others instead of the other way around. Guess everyone is happy now that I've got my retribution. Haha.

P.S. Panel SUCKED.

2009-05-30T16:01:00.001+08:00

singapore is way too hot.

swine flu

2009-05-05T21:07:00.005+08:00

i heard alot about this swine flu recently and at first i thought its just some kind of normal flu until i knew that it can cause death. Just now, while I was bored, I decided to read up on it and guess what I found out! Omg. So shocking. As SOME PEOPLE would say "that is so yesterday news" to me its like OMG NEW okay!

1. There is a Country Emergency Level to gauge each country's risk of swine flu. The range is from Alert Green -> Alert Yellow -> Alert Orange -> Alert Red -> Alert Black
Singapore is currently at Alert Orange!
Which means the government is considering suspending school and prohibiting social events.
Once it hits Alert Red, schools will be closed, and its gonna be SARS all over again.

2. WHO has 6 phrases of the epidemic. Once it reached phrase 5 or 6, its a worldwide epidemic. Currently, it is at phrase 4. 1 more phrase up and its a worldwide alert.

3. Shanghai Pudong Airport was used as a quarrantined holding area for infected mexican passengers (and still is). 3 weeks later, i'm going to be taking a flight from Shanghai Pudong Airport bound for Singapore. Imagine the intensive checks I have to go through!

4. Singapore has suspected cases of swine flu. (See attached picture for more information)

This is so frightening can. I want to go home and PARTY, not be quarrantined. (though I think there is already a system where I have to be quarrantined for 2 weeks to ensure that I don't have symtoms.)

no one tags my blog anymore. :(

cubephobic

2009-04-29T22:00:00.001+08:00

aneonhasayo!

been busy the past few days with DOTA, DOTA and DOTA.

okay la. not true, was finishing up the Public Facilities Design Project which has a weightage of, hmm. 100% HAHA

And a new module started already - Design Visualization which sucks alot.
Its like VTDS and DSCD all over again. For the past 2 lessons, have been drawing like 500+ 3D cubes? And homework is... MORE CUBES. Very cubephobic now. =/

Guess what! the temperature in china is getting warm already. so sad. im actually on my air con now. Can't stand the sudden change lah. like kinda used to it already. go back singapore die.. i shall abstain from pork in light of the swine flu recently. partially halal from now on. (esp in china)

2nd.

2009-04-27T00:00:00.000+08:00

happy 2nd.

macbook

2009-04-22T22:13:00.002+08:00

i want a mac book pro!

IM COMING FOR YOU BABY! (:

i do.

2009-04-18T02:35:00.002+08:00

I Do (Cherish You)
98 Degrees

All I am, all I'll be
Everything in this world
All that I'll ever need
Is in your eyes
Shining at me
When you smile I can feel
All my passion unfolding
Your hand brushes mine
And a thousand sensations
Seduce me 'cause I

I do cherish you
For the rest of my life
You don't have to think twice
I will love you still
From the depths of my soul
It's beyond my control
I've waited so long to say this to you
If you're asking do I love you this much
I do

In my world, before you
I lived outside my emotions
Didn't know where I was going
'Till that day I found you
How you opened my life
To a new paradise
In a world torn by change
Still with all my heart
'Till my dying day

I do cherish you
For the rest of my life
You don't have to think twice
I will love you still
From the depths of my soul
It's beyond my control
I've waited so long to say this to you
If you're asking do I love you this much
Yes I do

I really love you
I do
I really love you

If you're asking do I love you this much
Baby, I do cherish you
From the depths of my soul
It's beyond my control
I've waited so long to say this to you
If you're asking do I love you this much
Baby, I do

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Was listening to songs randomly when I heard this song.

It does bring back memories but its a whole new phrase now.

It seems to be able to tell how I feel thats why sometimes i like to listen to random songs and pay attention to their lyrics because most of the time, the songs seem to express how i feel at times.

dont think so much. i love you.

scallop fried rice!

2009-04-15T22:00:00.001+08:00

i reaslied, everyday meals are like the same for me.
lunch at the canteen - some noodles, dried or soup or fried.
then dinner at the eatery outside school - scallop fried rice and honey melted banana.

eating here has become so predictable! but the food is nice.

cant wait to go for smelly tofu again!

P.S. I realised that these few days I keep yawning non stop for like no reason. Maybe im bored. but it hurts after all that yawning okay!

i miss you!

EGGBOY

2009-04-13T21:01:00.002+08:00

omfg! i ate 6 eggs today unconciously.

yawns. im so bored.

A for APPLE
B for BLACKCURRANT
C for C KWAY (watermelon in hokkien)
D for DURIAN
E for ELDERBERRY
F for FIJI LONGAN
G for GRAPE
H for HONEYDEW
I for INDIAN STRAWBERRY (of the irony)
J for JACKFRUIT
K for KIWI
L for LEMON
M for MANGO
N for NANNYBERRY
O for ORANGE
P for PAPAYA
Q for QUANDONG
R for RAMBUTAN
S for SOURSOP
T for TANGERINE
U for UVA
V for VOAVANGA (go google it.)
W for WINTERMELON
X for XIGUA!
Y for YAMAMOMO
Z for ZIZIPHUS

tell me you love me.

chores.

2009-04-12T21:19:00.003+08:00

hello!

im so tired and HOT! >:(

firstly, i've just done alot of chores!

sweeping the floor
mopping the floor
done the laundry
wash the dishes
pack my table
pack the bed
arrange my closet
blah blah blah

and the weather nowadays is so hot. i don't like it one bit. no more free aircon

and the only thing that makes me happy here in china is gone too! ARGH.

im so into you.

quizzes

2009-04-12T14:46:00.001+08:00

My sex appeal is 7.2 out of 10.
Ladies beware!!!

UTTER RUBBISH.

assignments!

2009-04-11T01:47:00.003+08:00

okay, easy life in china is over.

starting to get a little busy already.

gotta rush 4 assignments by sunday.

and i have not done any weekly report.

oh-mi-gosh!

im holding on with all that i've got. dont make it any harder than it already is please.

only love can say.

2009-04-09T07:19:00.001+08:00

Only Love
Trademark

2 a.m. and the rain is falling
Here we are at the crossroads once again
You're telling me you're so confused
You can't make up your mind
Is this meant to be
You're asking me

But only love can say - try again or walk away
But I believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So I'll just play my part
And pray you'll have a change of heart
But I can't make you see it through
That's something only love can do

In your arms as the dawn is breaking
Face to face and a thousand miles apart
I've tried my best to make you see
There's hope beyond the pain
If we give enough, if we learn to trust

[Chorus]

I know if I could find the words
To touch you deep inside
You'd give our dream just one more chance
Don't let this be our good-bye

when in rome, dont do it like at home.

2009-04-08T19:34:00.002+08:00

hello,

my name is shrek the forth.

Why?

Because i went for a haircut here in china which was suppose to cost around 2.50 sing dollars.

But.

During the haircut they were talking to me about something which i couldnt catch so i just say "ah, ah, ah." (Yes, yes, yes)

Then,

They did something horrible to my hair and the bill costs about 25 times its original price.

During the haircut, they washed my hair 5 times and changed hairdresser for 4 times.

lesson learnt.

save you

2009-04-07T02:37:00.005+08:00

Save You
Simple Plan

Take a breath
I pull myself together
Just another step till I reach the door
You'll never know the way it tears me up inside to see you
I wish that I could tell you something
To take it all away

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there're so many things that I want you to know
I won't give up till it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know

When I hear your voice
Its drowning in a whisper
It's just skin and bones
There's nothing left to take
And no matter what I do I can't make you feel better
If only I could find the answer
To help me understand

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there're so many things that I want you to know
I wont give up till it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know

That if you fall, stumble down
I'll pick you up off the ground
If you lose faith in you
I'll give you strength to pull through
Tell me you won't give up cause I'll be waiting if you fall
Oh you know I'll be there for you

(Ahahaha)
If only I could find the answer
To take it all away

Sometimes i wish i could save you
And there're so many things that I want you to know
I wont give up till it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know
(Oh)
I wish I could save you
I want you to know
(Ohohh)
I wish I could save you (oh)

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i want to say so much but i cant do it.
not here.
maybe i need a private blog where people wont laugh at how i feel,
wont ask questions but just be there for me.

is everything im fighting for now, hanging in there for now worth it?

2009-04-05T16:46:00.002+08:00

Like it say at Pudong Airport, Shanghai: SORRY FOR REBULDING. They refer to the map, I refer to my blog.

I realised im not the only thing rotting in this room - so are my food and tidbits! As you can see below the PEACH and NATA DECOCO i just bought like last week have decomposed. Guess at the end of these 2 months i will also become like that.

Sigh, im broke. Cannot shop anymore. Bank transfer anyone?

zombiefied

2009-04-04T12:51:00.003+08:00

today is saturday. plan for today is rot.
tomorrow is sunday. plan for tomorrow is rot even more.
the following day is monday. monday means school day.
but 6th april means tomb sweeping festival in china
therefore, there is no school on monday.
so the plan for monday is decompose.

FINALLY!

2009-04-03T01:48:00.002+08:00

THANKYOU FOR "CUM"ING BACK!

redhotlincoln is now sleeping! BOO!

surprise sleepyhead :)

CHEERUP OKAYS. SORRY:(

...hais... LOL!

china style

2009-03-31T13:15:00.002+08:00

Hey! I made a discovery today!

When I was pissing in the toilet, there was smoke emitting from the urinal! So you know how cold it is!

Thats it.

P.S. Magnum here is cheap and im loving it.

rescue package

2009-03-28T16:27:00.007+08:00

Today, received a call in the morning to go down to the post office to collect something which is sent to me. It should have arrived yesterday but oh well, i don't expect CHINA POST to be on time. :D Anyway, what I've received is my one and only RESCUE PACKAGE!

EDIT: See the stamp how much! OMG!

yes, its THAT big. :D

lovely food from SINGAPORE!

i love you.

happy 1st

2009-03-27T00:00:00.000+08:00

happy 1st :D

yawns

2009-03-24T23:47:00.002+08:00

HELLO!

My blog is so dead, I know.
You are reading this, I know.
You miss me, I know.
I should update more often, I know.

Anyway, the previous long entry about my life here in China took up my entire day to blog, thats why its so friggin longgg. So I decided not to do it again. Guess it was boring to read the whole chunk of text without any pictures too. Thus, I will try to add in some visual aids in my future entries so people wouldn't come to this blog and mumble to themself, "Text Blog, boring" like what Mindy did. (I heard you say it when you blog-hop in CADD class in year 1 okay!)

I guess i'm getting used to life here in China.

I'm getting used to the LOUD honkings which never seem to stop for a full minute. They lovethe noise don't they?

I'm getting used to the OILY & SALTY food they serve here. (I kinda like it)

I'm getting used to doing my own chores (Which I hate alot)

I'm getting used to life without my family & friends. (NONSENSE. But I have to)

I'm getting used to the unpredictable weather.

Blink of an eye and we are year 3 students already. My god. Time flies. I miss everyone.

Earth Hour

2009-03-17T23:18:00.002+08:00

Off your lights on 28th March, Saturday from 8.30PM for an hour. For the world, for our future.

hello

2009-03-17T21:44:00.001+08:00

hello, i have so many things to say but i am so lazy to blog.

I MISS EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING!

all or nothing

2009-03-13T21:00:00.006+08:00

ALL OR NOTHING
O-Town

I know when he's been on your mind
That distant look is in your eyes
I thought with time you'd realized
It's over, over
It's not the way I choose to live
And something, somewheres got to give
As sharing this relationship gets older, older
You know I'd fight for you
But how can I fight someone who isn't even there
I've had the rest of you
Now I want the best of you
I don't care if that's not fair

Cause I want it all
Or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
When youve reached the bottom
It's now or never
Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all

There are times it seems to me
I'm sharing you in memories
I feel it in my heart
But I don't show it, show it
Then there's times you look at me
As though I'm all that you can see
Those times I don't believe it's right
I know it, know it
Don't make me promises
Baby you never did know how to keep them well
I've had the rest of you
Now I want the best of you
It's time to show and tell

Cause I want it all
Or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
When you've reached the bottom
It's now or never
Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here
With nothing...

Cause you and I
Could lose it all if you've
Got no more room
No room inside for me in your life

Cause I want it all
Or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
It's now or never

Is it all
Or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
When you've reached the bottom
It's now or never

Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here
With nothing at all

All...

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My love life is so screwed up so please DONT talk to me about it. Im so confused at this moment. Never thought I'll encounter a situation like this but I have lost my power to make decision.

I can't be with you when there's still someone else in your memories. I can't give you all of me when you're still hung up on a person from the past. I don't deserve to sit here and be part of you when you're all of me, and I can't be second best anymore. So it's all or nothing. It's just me and you and no one else, or there is no me and you at all. Don't claim you love me if he's all you ever think about.

P.S. I realised that when I needed someone to talk to, there's no one at all.

greetings from china!

2009-03-10T17:03:00.006+08:00

HELLO!
For your information i did not go MIA okay!
I wanted very much to blog. There's so many things to complain about. The only thing that prevents me from blogging is when I think about uploading the pics. Its damn sian please. So, if you are interested in seeing pics, please go to the PDI-CHINA ATTACHMENT BLOG. Address is at the bottom of the post.

Day 1 - Friday
Believe it or not, I am touched that so many people actually turned up to see me off! Thanks guys!
Shawn - Thanks bro for everything you've done. appreciate it alot.
Tricia - Thanks for making time even though you are having camp! So shocked to see you lah.
Bengkai - im so gonna miss your hilarious facial expressions.
YuXiang - how to learn muay thai with you. next time teach me la.
WenKiong - will miss all your music updates. I think i go back start listening to dao lang already.
Amous - sian leh. i thought you will come too then can slack together but now no one to slack with me already.
Weijun - WHEW. FINALLY. :D No la, gonna miss your erm.. irritations? I believe MUAYLAN also. HAHAA
Kevin - Thanks for coming, no more lame jokes i guess?
Qudsia - who to dance NOBODY to?!
Janice - your laughter is so distinct i havent heard someone laugh like that in china.
MingXi - no need say. SURE MISS. You are too FUNNY and WIERD not to be missed. HAHAHA
Yijun Bro - gonna miss saying you and ER-HEM (bk,yx,mus agree hor!)
Xuewen - no one to disturb leh. your nwah-ing also.
Mindy - 184 auntie!
Shujun - no more lame jokes from you i guess? HAHA
Gervina - no one to teach me already. :(
Hweesee - BOOOOO. GOT SCARED ANOT. LOL
Lionel - of course is miss your Z.A.C.B. and Y.S.L.J.
En Jun - my mahjong kaki!!
Greg - my supper kaki!!
Noel - my entertainment and dota kaki!!
Kevon - LEFTIE!!
Dominic - Thanks for the cookie. Its nice! Makes me think about home only. Tsk.
and of course my family.
Thanks all of you for coming!

I was comparing the toilets in the 2 airports and realised that the one in SG ROCKS. China is.. not as bad as I expected it to be but still acceptable lah. Just like our kopitiam toilet lor.

So after going in to the departure lounge, I took a skytrain to T2 to look for kevon for my COMPLIMENTARY subway with like 6 bacons and 4 DOUBLE CHOCOLTE COOKIES. WOO. Thanks man for the treat. Planned to sit and talk cock with you but I was kinda rushing back to T3 for my flight. So sorry.

I arrived at Shanghai at 5.45am and the temperature was recorded as 4 degrees. WEE. I like. Cleared customs and headed to look for the bus. Realised that the first bus only starts at 10.15am. Was kinda tempted to take a cab to Wuxi but was kinda afraid of all the scamming incidents I heard from family and friends so resisted the temptation and slacked at the airport for the bus. Btw, 3 men did approach us to take their van for just 400RMB. They were a little too friendly and enthusiatic so we declined but they pestered us omg. Therefore, we went to somewhere more public with police patroling and they left us alone. Hung around the airport cafe and had our lunch there.

Took a bus to Wuxi and met a student from the university who came to fetch us. Arrived at the campus shortly after and the campus is so HUGEEEEEE. Its like the entire jurong estate can! Went to "check-in" at the hostel before having a short tour of the campus. The hostel room is alright I guess. Theres a personal toliet, a plasma tv, airconditioning, closets and blah blah. Better than what I expected I must say. I can't stand sharing toilets here. LOL. Who can? But each and every of our room has problems.
Mine - Paint keeps peeling and water heater doesn't work at times.
Samuel - Airconditioning/heater doesn't work.
Connie - Internet doesn't work and water congestion in the bathroom.
Joanne - Toilet light very dim.
The maintenance team came the next day and fixed everything up so I guess everything is okay now.

Oh and, I spent like $1300 today, basically settling the admin stuff. Was a really busy day, rushing here and there to settle the admin stuff like campus card, getting a bicycle, applying for a china mobile line. The temperature at night is HORRENDOUS. I think its like sub-zero degrees and when the wind blows you literally freeze. Our hands, nose and ears were like ice. Had dinner at a restaurant nearby as we wanted good food to start the week and went back to hostel to rest.

MOOD: TIRED AMOUNT SPENT: 1400RMB

Day 2 - Saturday
Had to buy electrical units to maintain our hostel. I was trying to save electricity so I didnt on the TV at all. I scared I use halfway then automatically cut off, I will freak out. HAHA. Went to have lunch at the canteen near our hostel and because connie doesn't know how to ride a bike, I fetched her in mine. See, i'm so nice. Oh, the canteen looks like some kind of prison, they use metal bowls and they don't provide spoons. It's kinda intimidating but the food is freaking cheap. A bowl of beef noodles is like.. 1 Singapore dollar? LOL! Its atrocious. I can eat like a king here. Although the appearance of the canteen is yucks, the food taste rather nice I must say, maybe that's what I like. Salty and oily. So nice. But joanne doesn't like it so she has some difficulties adapting but me and samuel definitely enjoyed ourselves. The food variety here is quite big, they have all sorts of funny food - even CLAYPOT RABBIT! OMFG. The 7-eleven here is cool. It's called KEDI and they have like MA LA SOUP inside. Choose any 4 items and it costs 3.50RMB. I tried it and its nice okay, especially with the weather like that. Had dinner and dinner sucked. Basically, we didnt do much today except rot in the hostel room.

Today, I also met my hostel neighbours! Staying beside me is a Japanese guy and opposite me is a Korean girl. Diagonally opposite is a very funny japanese girl and beside her is another japanese guy. On my left is a malaysian. And staying 1 floor above are 3 girls from NP too, taking LSCT. COOL OR WHAT?!

The hostel provides a double decker bed with the bed above the study table and i'm so not used to this. When I tried to reach something on the bed, I leaped from my chair and bumped my head against the bed frame. DAMN FUCKING PAIN I TELL YOU. Now got a blueback on my forehead. Tsk.

Trying to have a bath here in China in this weather is pure torture. The moment you remove your most outer layer of clothing, you begin to feel the coldness. Strip somemore and you'll freeze but when you bathe, you have to strip everything what! I was literally shivering inside lah. When the water comes, its shiok cause its hot water but once you are done, good luck man.

MOOD: COLD AMOUNT SPENT: 150RMB

Day 3 - Sunday
To be very honest, I forgot what we did today. Maybe went around the campus to get groceries and settle some admin stuff before heading back to the hostel to rot I guess. Yes, I have been rotting alot and its totally boring like I have complained to those online.

Also bought some magazines to read in the hostel when bored. GOT NICKHUN LEH QUDSIA.
It's all in chinese and I don't freaking understand but im happy because I bought a SHINee Biography book!

MOOD: HOMESICK AMOUNT SPENT: 80RMB

Day 4 - Monday
One of the shopowner offered to take us around to see where to get proper groceries and such and brought us to AUCHAN, like our GIANT back home. It's HUGE and alot of things to buy. Went shopping for stuff to cook as we decided to cook a homecook meal to ase our stomach which is trying very hard to adapt to the food here. In the supermart, I saw a section of LIVE ANIMALS and guess what I saw. LIFE TURTLES AND TERAPINS! I didnt know you can eat terapins! Should have killed mine and eat it rather than letting it die by itself. NO LAH. I'm just kidding. I feel so sad leh. They looked at me with sorrowful eyes. BLAH BLAH.

Went back to the hostel and settled down before preparing dinner. I cooked a vegetable dish and boiled soup which samuel fried another vegetable and connie cooked rice. Joanne was busy preparing the ingredients and washing up. We all worked together and dinner was soon ready. It was RATHER NICE i must say. After that, headed to bed.

MOOD: BORED AMOUNT SPENT: 20RMB

Day 5 - Tuesday
Went to select our classes and we realised that we don't start classes until 30th March and end around 10th May. How I wish can go back earlier but we can't. The earliest we can leave this place is 27th May. ZZZZZ. I am feeling so homesick and I miss everyone. :( But on a lighter note, on a week, we only need to attend classes for like 2 or 3 days and each session is like 3-4 hours. COOL OR WHAT! I know you peeps back in Singapore is envious.

After that, went back to hostel to rest for abit before meeting connie's friend for dinner. She brought us out to a marketplace nearby. It was pretty interesting to see life in China. There are roadstalls everywhere and the food looks incredibly good. I cant believe I just said that. At first I was also thinking of "OMG. So dirty how to eat." But when you see the food, you simply cant resist and i'm glad i tried them. They are fantabulous.

I'm actually getting used to the weather here. Its quite.. SHIOK! Won't sweat no matter what and natural aircon. WOOT.

We are talking about going to the city for the next few days to play since we have nothing to do and we are planning to go to the themepark tomorrow!

MOOD: EXCITED AMOUNT SPENT: 20RMB

I will be back soon with more updates and I miss everyone! (Especially you, b.)

PDI CHINA BLOG URL: http://pdi-china09.blogspot.com/

2009-03-02T01:46:00.002+08:00

Sorry YIJUN, I'm ripping your post.

January 19th 2009, Monday
Went on a trip to Clementi Woods together with Mingxi, Janice, Shuch, Xuen and Yijun. Took loads of pictures and went over to West Coast Plaza for dinner.

January 30th 2009, Friday
Mingxi's advanced birthday celebration. Since her actual birthday was on a Saturday, we decided to surprise her one day earlier at the same place as last year, the infamous CADD room and then proceeded to Henderson Wave after school with Janice, Xuen, yijun, Bengkai, Amous and Yuxiang to fulfil her wish. Bengkai led the way since the bridge is near to his house. Climbed a crazy amount of stairs to reach the bridge and we all panted like mad upon reaching the destination. But the hardwork wasn't without rewards. The view from the bridge is awesome, and the breeze was so comfortable that I didn't want to leave. I dropped my EZ-linkfrom the gaps in between the wooden planks and landed somewhere in the forest.

February 11th 2009, Wednesday

February 12th 2009, Thursday
Happy birthday WEIJUN.

Class photo 1.

February 17th 2009, Tuesday
Happ birthday AMOUS.

February 24th - 26th 2009, Class Chalet

Day 1:
Had our ETE final exam.

Day 2:

Day 3:

saturday boy

2009-02-22T16:11:00.005+08:00

HELLO!

had em3b on friday and i didn't freaking study for it - PROCRASTINATION
would be a miracle if i passed.
actually wanted to chiong through the night but felt tired and SOMEONE didnt want to go to wcpark macs to study.
told myself to study on the morning before the paper but well done, woke up at 12 plus due to the previous late-night dota matches.

that aside, i have totally no mood for ETE the entire weekend and no one to study with anyway.
i cant freaking study alone due to my lack of FUCKEDUP discipline.
what you expect of an lazy ass?
cant be bothered anymore.

anyway, no mood for study so went out with G-N-B-E on saturday.
met up at suntec and caught a movie.

HE'S JUST NOT THAT INTO YOU.

not bad eh the movie. but not worth to watch in cinema, just watch online. no special effects. But i like the storyline though its goddamn confusing.

7/10 stars.

had swensens dinner before the movie, went for arcade then movie.
after movie, arcade again, then went to club.
like finally i went to a club.
had a drink then left at around 3.
suppered and reached home at 4 plus.
many things then happened that affected my mood today.

feeling so fucked up now.

allergy omgwtfbbwpewpewpew

2009-02-14T20:52:00.006+08:00

Its official. I have a bloody allergy. To what I do not know. GREAT! But who cares, its the end of the semester! WOOO. And I'll be leaving Singapore in 20 more days.

It must have been the stupid clams which I smartly ate the entire plate. Now my entire body is covered in red little dots and my face is swollen. I have never looked so ugly before. (Though normally already cannot make it lah =[)

Friday the 13th was a taxing day for me considering I had 1 project to finish up, design journal to complete and 3 bloody tests which I cannot get into my head despite trying and yes, yijun, I DID try.

Anyway, after the taxing Friday which everyone miraculously pulled through, me, bengkai, yuxiang, wenkiong, amous, mindy, xuewen(USUALS.) together with mingxi, qudsia, kevin and tzechow went to Pasir Panjang for a sumptous dinner which I am only see and not eat due to my god damned rashes.

They really tucked in with 2 plates of Stingray, 2 plates of STUPIDCLAM, Cereal Prawns and Fried You Tiao.

After dinner, met up with KB. KB's supposed to go with me to a doctor about my rashes as they wont stop itching and its actually getting worse from the morning then go play some mahjong. So he being such a nice person, sent the usuals except kai and amous home together with mingxi as they all live in the west. And I didnt know xuewen stays opposite the church i go to lah! Anyway, went to see a doctor which consultation costs a bloody 85 dollars! Plus medication and GST (YES, THERES GST) it costs S$123 The doctor looked sleepy when I went in. Must have been sleeping. Anyway, he asked stupid questions like "Why are you here?" after looking at my BAD rash, he gave me a bloody injection and it was OMG PAINFUL. After the injection, I can barely move my arms so cancelled mahjong and went home to rest. Did I mention the doctor said "Don't worry, it'll be gone by tomorrow" BUT NO. ITS STILL FUCKING HERE and I'm trapped at home for valentines day which I am supposed to go out!!!!!!!!!!
)*^(Q*@^(*&%!@(*#&^@!

I hereby end this post with a picture of me doing presentation in the TAXI DRIVER uniform as said by YIJUN.

I have been trapped at home the whole day and I cannot take it so i'm going out now! CIAO!

P.S. I'm so looking foward to the chalet we are gonna have. It's gonna be a blast!

FRED PERRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

2009-02-11T20:41:00.003+08:00

Went to NYNY at WCP again recently, this time with my besties of 10 years now! They are so indispensible in my life already.

Shawnology

Tricia and her Fillet Spagetti

Basically I didn't know what to eat so me and shawn shared this nonsense.

Oh, and the other day, my bro bought BIRDS NEST for me! That only happens like once in a blue moon. No, it has NEVER happened before and it freaking cost 35 bucks for a pathetic bowl like that!!

Went to my favourite Pasir Panjang hangout to eat seafood again! This time, i stuff myself that I think I'll die from hepatitis from all the shell food.

I freaking ate all of this MYSELF!

Oh, and to end today's post, my family were driving to eat the other day and my uncle drove over a rat. This is what it became at the carpark. We suspect my auntie gave it a step when she alighted from the car with her heels that explains the backside.

Went to Cine today excitedly, waiting to lay my hands on my Fred Perry. But the freaking shop sells it at an exhorbidant price and if I do buy whatever I want from the shop, I will have to eat grass for the rest of my time here in Singapore or I will no longer have money to fly to China in March. So after MUCH consideration, I forced myself to leave the god damn shop and comfort me after reading this because I think I am now a little suicidal over it.

2009-02-09T21:12:00.003+08:00

Kelly Clarkson
My Life Would Suck Without You

Guess this means you're sorry
You're standing at my door
Guess this means you take back
All you said before
Like how much you wanted
Anyone but me
Said you'd never come back
But here you are again

Cuz we belong together, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life would suck without you

Maybe I was stupid for telling you goodbye
Maybe I was wrong for tryin' to pick a fight
I know that I've got issues
But you're pretty messed up too
Either way, I found out I'm nothing without you

Cuz we belong together, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life would suck without you

Being with you is so disfunctional
I really shouldn't miss you
But I can’t let you go
Oh yeah

Cuz we belong together, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life would suck without you

Cuz we belong together, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you

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Had dinner with besties at West Coast Plaza. (Pics Up SOON)

Had KTV with G-E-N on saturday night.

Chionged and submitted 2 projects today.

Tired now.

mahjong & barrage

2009-01-24T13:19:00.003+08:00

I've been so busy lately that I hardly have time to blog! Let's see where I left from.

Yeah, have been to New York New York last friday (16th Jan) at West Coast Plaza with yijun for dinner, which was damn last minute please. We were hungry while on the way home so headed to WCP for dinner.

EDIT: So, erm, i think i forgot the details. I think I ordered a roast chicken (WHOLE) upon reccomendation from yijun and was shocked when it came because im supposed to head to EJ's house for dinner, he has cooked.

1 hour later...

When I reached EJ's house, guess what he took out for dinner? He cooked CHICKEN chop! I was so sick of chicken already and extremely full. Forced it down and felt like a balloon after that. After dinner, we had a game of mahjong and I won 14 bucks so I shan't collect the service charge and GST from yijun at newyorknewyork. HAHA. She must have been praying for me to win. =D

I forgot what else happened that week or after that week already but I do remember theres 1 night me, greg, noel and EJ went for supper at jalan kayu and had a feast of curry fish head, sambal kangkong and lemon chicken. Though EJ didnt eat, we somehow managed to somewhat finish the food. After which, we headed to the new marina barrage as we heard it was cool and nice there? LOL.

Nice or not you judge for yourself.

Moving on to the following week, had mahjong sessions again.

Now to CNY!

NEW YEAR EVE

Was a very busy NY as usual. Started off with a reunion dinner with my dad's side on the eve at some restaurant that has the name "Fishermen Wharf" the food is expensive and not nice lah. And while eating halfway, there was a blackout. So romantic can! HAHA. Nonetheless, we had our fun "Sparkle Time" after dinner. So my uncle decided to organise another reunion dinner the following day at his house.

NEW YEAR DAY 1

Woke up in the morning to go over to my mum's side ahma (come to think of it, I only have 1 ahma left what, no need to declare which side) LOLs. Went over for a buffet lunch and meet up with my oh-so-many relatives that I only get to meet like once a year during CNY itself. Seriously, can you imagine 50 over people cramped up in a house? Well, it can happen. However, there was ALOT of sofas. Like can seat 20 people. So it wasn't so bad. At first, everyone was so restrained and controlled. But after all the aunties and uncles leave, the cousins get mad and started gambling. We played blackjack and I was the banker. Won about 40 bucks the first time then decided to go for a rest. After that, my ah ma says she wants to play also so we play with her and she is SO FUCKING LUCKY! Out of 10 rounds, she gets blackjack for 8 rounds can! Everyone started placing bets on her and I lost like 80 over. =( But god blessed me and last round, everyone raised their bets and I got a lovely double-ace so I won back all my losses.

Okay to simplify everything above, I broke even. =D

Left at dinner time for my uncle's house and went I got there, saw the food, my jaw dropped! There's sharks fin, abalone, the hair-thingy mushroom, steam fish, my favourite red wine chicken, taiping egg, steam prawn, blah blah. WHAT A FEAST and the sharksfin soup is SUPER DUPER NICE. dunno how many packets of sharks fin he used. its like every scoop from your bowl got 2 or 3 chunks of sharksfin, very sinful i know, but its AWESOME stuff! After dinner, we played ROCKBAND upstairs while the adults watched tv downstairs. Nearing midnight, we gathered to play blackjack and i won a lovely 20 bucks. =D

After that, everyone left while i went out again! HAHA. To catch a movie - INKHEART.

It was a boring and stupid movie. So fairytale-like and the "happily ever after ending" did not make it better.

NEW YEAR DAY 2

I honestly forgot what happened.

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I can only recall I went for 3 movies this week. INKHEART as mentioned above, BRIDAL WARS and UNDERWORLD: RISE OF THE LYCHANS.

BRIDAL WARS was rather interesting and funny. But not worth to watch in the cinema, just watch it online. =D

UNDERWORLD is a MUST WATCH in the cinema with the cool sound effects and huge screen you CANNOT miss it for anything else in the world!

If you realised, I never talked much about ANGBAOs. ITS A DISAPPOINTING YEAR LAH! Must be because of the economic recession.

Oh ya, before I forget, there was this day me, xuen, yijior, mixi, jenny and junnie went to clementi woods and west coast plaza for some photoshoot for their assignment. But you know what, I am so lazy to upload the pics now so i'll do it next time alright? =D

here it goes again

2009-01-23T01:21:00.000+08:00

hello long lost friend, we meet again.

"Dear TING MIN ZHENG,

Your attendance record shows that you have been missing classes lately. We are concerned about your absence from classes and urge you to improve your attendance record.

Module: PRODUCT / 68ETE
Description: ELECTRICAL TECHNOLOGY & ELECTR
Component: LEC
Class: LP12

The rules of the Polytechnic require students to attend all scheduled classes. If the attendance record for a module falls below 80% - and this could include lateness to class - the consequence could be a debarment from the final assessment or examination for that module. Debarment from a repeat module and/or 3 or more modules would result in dismissal from the course.

Please ignore this email if you have already applied to withdraw from the course. On the other hand, you may have compelling reasons for your absence, for example, medical leave or duties at official functions. If you have not already done so, please submit documentary evidence for your absence at the School General Office.

You are also encouraged to speak to your Advisor and lecturers to clarify any doubts you may have regarding your studies and your personal constraints in attending classes.

As regular attendance is an essential part of a student's lifestyle, your presence will make a difference to the class!

This email is a system generated email. Please do not reply. If you are in doubt of your attendance records, please check with your lecturer or General Office."

Piece of lame shit. I really hate ETE

post number 184 - truant

2009-01-15T13:34:00.008+08:00

PLAYING TRUANT

Sometimes something as harmless as playing truant can have disastrous consequences on oneself. I know it cause I have experienced it. Since young, I have not been a very ideal student, often skipping class, creating trouble for the teachers, bullying classmates (go ahead and laugh, its all in the past) and many other nonsensical stuff you can never dream of. But like I said, that was all in the past. As soon as I graduated from primary school, I told myself I had to become more sensible and mature so I set my mind to starting anew since no one knows me in a new environment so I can smuggle in and act like I am a very good student and no one will know of my past but WHAM. A few of my primary school classmates are in the same class as me. Game Over so my childish instincts controlled me again and you guessed it, one of the most notorious students around - LINCOLN TING. Every now and then my parents get summoned to school, or they get called up and usually they have to take leaves to meet the principal. No wonder they don't have much leaves. Heh.

I think I only started to think it through when I made it into poly. It was more of a miracle seeing that I wasn't a very bright student aceing the exams. I don't know how I pulled through Os but I did and I'm glad. The first sem in poly was chaotic. I totally abused the freedom I had and skipped class every now and then. I think it got better over the years and now I think its coming back again and I realised something. Its not whether or not you want to study that affects your attitude towards school. To me, what affects my attitude in school is FRIENDS, then INTEREST. So those who got their Os results, make sure you read up on the course you intend to choose first before choosing it. Even if it says "Product Design & Innovation" it doesn't mean no maths are involved. :

This post is very meaningless but I'm just bored and finding something to blog about so I don't blame you if you skipped the chunk above to this part here. I know its very lengthy and wordy but then again, a blog is full of words ain't it? Isn't this somewhere we go to when we want to express what's on our minds?

P.S. I love that pic above. Can edit to make it some kinda movie poster with a catchphrase of "Beware when taking photos." LOL.

random post

2009-01-06T20:30:00.002+08:00

you know, ive been thinking randomly lately and realised something - I never get what I want.

For example, last year, or rather, 2 years ago, i told myself i want to and have to watch several movies like Twilight, POTC, Harry Potter, Spiderman 3, blah blah blah and guess what? I didnt get to watch any. ANY AT ALL. Goodness. Its not cause of the exhorbidant prices we have to pay to head to the cinemas. Its just that I have no one to watch the movies with. =( Sad. I know. So I'm looking for some good movie kakis to hit the cinema everytime a blockbuster is out. Interested parties can contact me. LOL.

I really seldom get what I want in life. Maybe that's why when I do get stuff I want, I am over the moon, like my creative speakers for example. =D So be a kind soul, do some charity work and let me have things my way to make my day. (They rhyme!)

See you soon!

182 - 那么爱你为什么

2009-01-01T18:13:00.003+08:00

离开你是傻是对是错　
是看破是软弱　
这结果是爱是恨
或者是什么　
如果是种解脱　
怎么会还有眷恋在我心窝　
那么爱你为什么
　
从女性观点让我明白地说　
无论你是挖心掏肺　
呼天抢地或是热情如火　
不只白白惹人讨厌让人嫌你罗唆　
恨不得没跟你认识过　
你讲也讲不听听又听不懂　
懂也不会做你做又做不好　
哼! 你现在唱个这样的歌
你到底是想对我说什么?　
　
面对陌生疑惑肯定困难的生活　
过去的日子彷佛偷偷在笑我　
笑我的落魄也笑我的执著　
也许吧他爱你比我多　
　
离开你是傻是对是错　
是看破是软弱　这结果
是爱是恨或者是什么　
如果是种解脱　
怎么会还有眷恋在我心窝　
那么爱你为什么

有太多男女就象你就象我年纪轻轻开始拍拖　
沉沉地爱或者天雷地火　
眼看卿卿我我眼看情海深波　
最终日子还得往下过　
你可以说我冷漠或是怪我过火　
我倒要看你没我能不能活　
你现在唱个这样的歌
你以为我们之间还会有什么？
　
面对陌生疑惑肯定困难的生活　
过去的日子彷佛偷偷在笑我　
笑我的落魄也笑我的执著　
也许吧他爱你比我多　

离开你是傻是对是错　
是看破是软弱　这结果
是爱是恨或者是什么　
如果是种解脱　
怎么会还有眷恋在我心窝　
那么爱你为什么　
离开你是傻是对是错　
是看破是软弱　这结果是爱是恨
或者是什么　如果是种解脱　
怎么会还有眷恋在我心窝　
那么爱你为什么

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I wonder how many people around me are real and all. Everyone seems so plastic. Even YOU have done things that really shock and disappoint me. I thought I was the luckiest guy in the world but now I doubt so. I really cannot understand WHY. WHY DOES IT HAVE TO BE THIS WAY. WHY DID YOU HAVE TO DO SUCH STUFF.

I'm trying very hard to get over it but I can't and I'm going crazy in the process of doing so. You are not helping either. You behaving like how you behave now only really makes things worse. I don't want it to be like this. Things should not be like this. WHY WHY WHY!

It's the new year, I hope everything starts anew. Those who did read my extremely lengthy post in the past about Lincoln's 10 Commandments will remember one of it being 'For change to occur, I myself must change' So therefore i'm changing! Yeah, that's my new year resolution this year. I want to be a better man. Its my last year of a single digit start of my age anyway. I have to make full use of it. So don't worryif you see me less crazy, less active. I wanna be more mature. =D

181 - no more cable

2008-12-28T04:59:00.004+08:00

bro bought a new lcd tv for his room so he's so gonna take back the cable scv from my room which means i cannot watch channels like mtv, HBO blah blah blah in the comforts of my room already.. which is DAMN saddening can! =(

oh! and do you guys know about the PIKIN Plum Candy thingy? I went to the petrol kiosk the other day and felt like eating something salty and sour so i bought what i saw. they said on the label that it is "PIKIN Prenium Plum Tablets" then i walked on and saw "PIKIN Plum Pearl Candy" so i bought it as well thinking "wah, now got so many new flavors liao." when i opened both of them up, i realised they are the same as the original one. only different in packaging. WTF! and inclusive of other items, i wasted 10 plus bucks.

BROKE BROKE BROKE.

Who'll love an UGLY, BROKE, FAT person like me?

I know you do. XD

nah, i was just kidding. didnt know what else to blog about.

If you want to know more about the christmas i had this year, refer to http://incoherent-ly.blogspot.com/

have a nice day.

nightowl

2008-12-25T19:24:00.002+08:00

im a such night owl lately. all i think about is supper, supper and SUPPER! maybe its the company, maybe im just bored, maybe im hungry or maybe the food is nice but i just love supper! Don't you all love supper too?

This 2 week itself, I have been going out to supper for I think 4 nights? And I stayed away from home for 3 days. so of the 10 days excluding weekends, I have been spending 7 nights outside from home! BUT, i am loving it! =D

i doubt i can adjust back to my usual life when school reopens as im really getting to enjoy these night trips around singapore, seeing the unusual and the wierd. makes me feel so carefree you know, just like a bird. HA!

how i wish i can go out to supper every night, eat different stuff everyday. let me see what ive eaten. fish soup at some ulu taxi driver haunt, balestier 24hrs foodcourt, maggie goreng hangout. EH. NO MORE LIAO MEH. Like got so many leh. Nvm. still got more to come i THINK?

supper is fun!

2008-12-18T06:27:00.001+08:00

weee. its 6.30 now and im just back home from supper. fantastic meal it was. learnt many FUN stuff. HAHAHA! Was damn hungry just now lucky KB jio-ed me to supper if not i think i would have starved at home. =(

So KB came to fetch me at around 4 and left for some maggie goreng which was unexpectably spicy! goodness. some supper it was. went for a spin after that to digest and saw many things i didnt see before.

when would we go for another round again? =D

'FUN' DAY!

2008-12-17T01:58:00.002+08:00

Today is a fun day! Woken up by yx's sms then apparantly he told me not meeting for lunch liao as he overslept. then i asked him meet what time but no reply -.- AND! when i call him he CUP my phone! WHERE CAN!

But anyway, met up with janice, shujun and wenkiong (and yx) at school and waited for weilian to come pick us up to go meet jocelyn at pasir ris to collect some magazines for SAY. then went on down to the NEWater plant at Kranji to collect the NEWater, also for SAY. Im glad there's2 vehicles arbo sure die one. hahaha.

i thought the loading and unloading of the things would be tough, then when we finally loaded everything up, i was so happy with myself, thinking that the work for today is done UNTIL we reached yijun's house and realised we needed to unload the stuff by ourselves without the help of forklifts or whatsoever. GOODNESS. lucky got alot of people there to help arbo we sure die.

so i really want to thank everyone today for their time and effort esp. jocelyn and weilian. THANKYOU!

So after we sorted out the stuff, we called KFC delivery for dinner and i ate a record breaking 4 pieces of chicken! (not counting coleslaw, nugget, popcornchicken) WOO. Yes, im that hungry, partially because thats what i ate for the whole day. eh no, i also ate chillicrab (maggie mee la) and a bowl of expensive wierd soup.

so anyway, after we ate dinner, slacked around yijun's house, played loads of STUPID AND CHILDISH games like TICKLE?! LOL! But it was fun kicking everyone =D If you want to know more, then TOO BAD, cause inside joke. HAHAHAHA

so anyway (yes, ive been digressing alot, i know) after that when its time to go home, we realised its 12 plus liao -.- no bus, no train so everyone panic at the disco. i didnt have a single cent on me then. thought of asking my father to fetch but most likely he wont so forget it, after the others left in a cab and yijun left for home i realised im alone and stranded. i dont know how to go home!

amazingly, i survived the ordeal and wandered around lakeside for quite some time and discovered many things! like there's a bus park there. woo. (i didnt know how to walk to the train station) LUCKILY kb come and fetch me home sia, if not i think i still walking around there now. =/ THANKYOUKB! =D

poor me

2008-12-15T01:14:00.002+08:00

yes! i am damn freaking poor can you believe it or not! i just realised that. while digging up my savings here and there to fill up the hole which i burnt in my bank account with my credit card, i realised that in actual fact, im a poor lad.

its amazing how finding a 2 dollar note at a random place can make me happy because every cent counts now. dont know how am i going to return my account's money man. no wonder people always say the most evil thing is the credit card. what an invention. somemore now coming to recession, wait, already recession. 1 sentence. die lah!

to try and find more money in random place in my room, i have decided to start operation linc's lair tomorrow since its the holidays now. i will go shift all my furniture, and put up a fengshui formation in my room and at the same time clean up my room for chinese new year. also can hope to find money lying around at random places. hmm. this is like a stone kill 3 birds? sounds like a plan eh?

oh, and remind me to get a beautiful glass cabinet to lock up my favourite stuff so they dont break again.

EMPTY

2008-12-07T00:31:00.000+08:00

If there's anything I love the most in my room, that would be the BLACK KNIGHT AEROPLANE MODEL.

But now its shattered and I'm so FUCKING angry!

I know, just buy another lah, right? NO!

Why? Cause its LIMITED EDITION! There's only ONE OF ITS KIND!

WTF.

Now my room feels empty and IM FUCKING ANGRY.

hot n cold.

2008-11-20T23:17:00.002+08:00

Katy Perry - Hot N Cold

You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes
Yeah you P.M.S
Like a bitch (chick)
I would know
And you over think
Always speak cryptically
I should know
That you're no good for me

Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up then you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight we break up
We kiss we make up

You, you don't really wanna stay no
You, but you don't really wanna go o
You're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up then you're down

We used to be
Just like twins
So insync
The same energy
Now's a dead battery
Used to laugh
About nothing
Now you're plain boring
I should know
That you're not gonna change

Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up then you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight we break up
We kiss we make up

You, you don't really wanna stay no
You, but you don't really wanna go o
You're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up then you're down

Someone call the doctor
Got a case of love bi polar
Stuck on a roller coaster
And I can't get off this ride...

You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes

Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up then you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight we break up
We kiss we make up

You're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up then you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight we break up
We kiss we make up

You, you don't really wanna stay no
You, but you don't really wanna go o
You're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up then you're down

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The song says it all.

its over.

2008-11-12T22:05:00.004+08:00

Jesse McCartney
It's Over

(What you hear above is not original, can't find an original one.)

We've run out of words we've run out of time
We've run out of reasons really why we together
We both know it's over baby bottom line
It's best we don't even talk at all

Don't call me even if I should cross your mind
Hard enough I don't need to hear your voice on my messages
Let's just call it quits it's probably better
So if I'm not returning your calls it's 'cause

'Cause I'm not comin' back I'm closing the door
I used to be trippin' over missin' you but I'm not anymore
I got the picture phone but baby your picture's gone
Couldn't stand to see your smile every time you dialed

'Cause it's over
Girl you know it's over this time
So when you call I'm pressin' seven
Don't wanna hear your messages messages
I'm tryn to erase you from my mind
'Cause it's over
I swear girl it's over this time
So don't keep callin' leavin' messages
Don't wanna know where you been
Baby 'cause it's over

I still wake up every morning quarter to ten
I still eat my cereal right at the kitchen table
I can't even remember how long it's been
No trouble stayin' occupied

Oh they ask about you whenever I come around
I do what I can not to put my business in the streets
Last thing I need's another episode
Keep conversation short and sweet because

'Cause I'm not comin' back I'm closing the door
I used to be trippin' over missin' you but I'm not anymore
I got the picture phone baby your picture's gone
Couldn't stand to see your smile every time you dialed

'Cause it's over
Girl you know it's over this time
So when you call I'm pressin' seven
Don't wanna hear your messages messages
I'm tryna erase you from my mind
'Cause baby it's over
I swear girl it's over this time
So don't keep callin' leavin' messages
Don't wanna know where you been
Baby 'cause it's over

You know that it's over when the burnin'
And the yearnin' inside your heart ain't there anymore
And you know that you're through when she don't do to you
And move you like the way she moved ya before

And you wanna pull her close
But your heart has froze
You kiss her but her eyes don't close
Then she goes out of your heart forever
And it hurts you but you know that it's better

Girl you know it's over
Girl you know it's over this time
So when you call I'm pressin' seven
Don't wanna hear your messages messages
I'm tryna erase you from my mind
'Cause it's over
I swear girl it's over this time
So don't keep callin' leavin' messages
Don't wanna know where you been
Baby 'cause it's over
'Cause it's over
Girl you know it's over this time
So when you call I'm pressin' seven
Don't wanna hear your messages messages
I'm tryna erase you from my mind
'Cause it's over
I swear girl it's over this time
So don't keep callin' leavin' messages
Don't wanna know where you been
Baby 'cause it's over

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Yeah, it's over. So stop asking me about it. Thanks.

Didn't expect it to be such a ugly one.

As much as I can't bear to, this is FINAL.

There were so many things I wanted to do with you, so many places to bring you to.

Guess there's not enough time for that.

I was stupid enough to give that third try.

Perhaps I'll find someone better.

2008-11-10T20:11:00.000+08:00

boringgggggggg

F.R!

2008-11-01T13:14:00.000+08:00

I feel like eating Ferraro Rocher (SP) xD

说好的幸福呢?

2008-10-15T18:16:00.004+08:00

说好的幸福呢
Jay Chou

你的绘画凌乱着
在这个时刻
我像气氛纯白的白鸽
甜蜜散落了
继续莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了

时间过了走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了倦了我哭了
一开始都不快乐
你用卡片纸写着
有些爱只给到这真的痛了

怎么了你累了说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了爱淡了梦远了
开心与不开心依稀数着你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得

你不懂了说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢

photos

2008-09-30T13:51:00.004+08:00

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Better Man
Robbie Williams

Send someone to love me
I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm
In pouring rain

Give me endless summer
Lord I fear the cold
Feel Im getting old
Before my time

As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord Im doing all I can
To be a better man

Go easy on my conscience
cause its not my fault
I know Ive been taught
To take the blame

Rest assured my angels
Will catch my tears
Walk me out of here
Im in pain

As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord Im doing all I can
To be a better man

Once youve found that lover
Youre homeward bound
Love is all around
Love is all around

I know some have fallen
On stony ground
But love is all around

Send someone to love me
I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm
In pouring rain

Give me endless summer
Lord I fear the cold
Feel Im getting old
Before my time

As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord Im doin all I can
To be a better man

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The cupcakes for baby!

I love baby!

Oh, this was taken at Genting. I love the BG!

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3 more days and then baby will have all the time in the world for me already!

Oh ya, yesterday went to Clinic with the usuals cept Xuen. Then I drank my Tequilla Shot again! Damn. It costs 12 bucks for a damn pathetic 15ml. Angry! So ex. Pics coming up in the next post. Did I mention that literally every tourist that walked by took a picture of us seating on the wheelchairs? HAHAH! Yeah I know, feels like a star and its somewhat RATHER fun okay!

happy 1 month!

2008-09-28T15:58:00.008+08:00

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98 Degrees
My Everything

The loneliness of nights alone
The search for strength to carry on
My every hope has seemed to die
My eyes had no more tears to cry
Then like the sun shining up above
You surrounded me with your endless love
And all the things I couldn't see are now so clear to me

You are my everything
Nothing your love won't bring
My life is yours alone
The only love I've ever known
Your spirit pulls me through
When nothing else will do
Every night I pray
On bended knee
That you will always be
My everything

Now all my hopes and all my dreams are suddenly reality
You've opened up my heart to feel
A kind of love that's truly real
A guiding light that'll never fade
There's not a thing in life that I would ever trade
For the love you give it won't let go
I hope you'll always know

You are my everything
Nothing your love won't bring
My life is yours alone
The only love I've ever known
Your spirit pulls me through
When nothing else will do
Every night I pray
On bended knee
That you will always be
My everything

You're the breath of life in me
The only one that sets me free
And you have made my soul complete
For all time
For all time

You are my everything (You are my everything)
Nothing your love won't bring (Nothing your love won't bring)
My life is yours alone (Alone)
The only love I've ever known
Your spirit pulls me through (Your spirit pulls me through)
When nothing else will do (When nothing else will do)
Every night I pray (I pray)
On bended knee (On my knee)
That you will always be
Be my everything

You are my everything (You are my everything)
Nothing your love won't bring (Nothing your love won't bring)
My life is yours alone (Alone)
The only love I've ever known (Only love I've ever known)
Your spirit pulls me through (Your spirit pulls me through)
When nothing else will do (When nothing else will do)

Every night I pray
Down on bended knee
That you will always be
My everything
Oh my everything

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Please, just watch the whole video or listen to the whole song though I know it takes a god damn long time to load. So meanwhile you pause and let it load, you can enjoy reading my entry cause its very wordy cause I don't have any pictures of yesterday. Maybe I'll blog the pictures up in another post.

Okay, so the 1 month anniversary is not today. It's yesterday. But I was packed the whole day I literally didn't have time for the blog okay! Anyway, I also wanted to wait for the pictures from my baby. So no pictures, nothing to see ma, then blog also no use.

Simply for the sake of doing so, I'll still blog. For what I don't know. So starting with the day before yesterday, I slept at around 4plus. That aside, then woke up at 7 plus to prepare and take a bus down to Bukit Timah there to meet Felicia to collect baby's present and then took a bus back home. Reached around my house there like 10plus already so I just straight away took a bus to Vivo to meet baby. Thought that if I went home first, I would definitely be late. Turns out that the one who is late is baby and not me! I know, like for the first time I am not late.

After met up already, went to buy tickets to watch movie at a later time, wanted to avoid the queue and get good seats. Got the tickets already then went to have lunch at KFC over at HabourFront. There already so walk around there and I realised that HB damn boring can! Literally nothing to walk or shop one. No wonder everyone flock over to Vivo. HB looks just like a ghost town. All the shops having sales and everything but human traffic is still pathetic.

Post lunch activity was to walk around Vivo cause there was like another hour or so prior to the movie and then couldn't thought of anything to do. Besides, baby wanted to get contact lens so we hunted almost all the OpTiCaL shops in HB and Vivo and all damn ex one la. Prada, Gucci and the lot. Whoa.

We watched MIRRORS l SRORR M! I thought the movie was rather nice cause I like movies with a little comedy, thrill and suspense. Mind it, suspense and thrill, not ghost or horror. I didn't know the movie was M18! Was wondering why must M18 and I found that out for myself after the movie. Gory. Scary. Nice. Find out for yourself. Go watch the movie. Oh, I meant in the cinema. Watch online no kick, no thrill, no fun so forget it!

After movie, got rushing calls from home to get me back. So went to have dinner and then slack around for a while before heading back home. I know. It's a sad anniversary. We didn't do anything much. Baby must be so disappointed. Sorry baby! Make it up to you next time. =D

Did I mention I got a lovely customised tee from baby?! I totally love that. (Sounds bimbotic eh?)

P.S. I so wanna do some SPORTS!

P.S. P.S. What does P.S. mean, anyone?

P.S. P.S P.S When got more than 1 P.S., is it PSPS, PPSS, or what?!

1 more day!

2008-09-23T00:01:00.002+08:00

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Even if the sun refused to shine
Even if we lived in different times
Even if the ocean left the sea
There would still be you and me

Ever since the start of time
You've had my love
Even before I knew your name
I knew your heart
In the dark of the darkest night
I can see your face
I always knew from the very start
I would find a way

Even if the sun refused to shine
Even if we lived in different times
Even if the ocean left the sea
There would still be you and me

Even if the world would disappear
Even if the clouds would she'd no tears
Even if tonight was just a dream
There would still be you and me

You've always been there and you'll always will be
The only one
Until forever you hold me here
I'll never know
In the cold of a winter's chill
I'll be there tomorrow
And here you are with me for all of time
No matter what

Even if the sun refused to shine
Even if we lived in different times
Even if the ocean left the sea
There would still be you and me

Even if the world would disappear
Even if the clouds would she'd no tears
Even if tonight was just a dream
There would still be you and me

Two hearts that belong together
From the very start
One love, now and forever
Nothing can tear us apart

Even if the sun refused to shine
Even if we lived in different times
Even if the ocean left the sea
There would still be you and me

Even if the world would disappear
Even if the clouds would shed no tears
Even if tonight was just a dream
There would still be you and me

Even if the sun refused to shine
Even if we lived in different times
Even if the ocean left the sea
There would still be you and me

Even if the world would disappear
Even if the clouds would she'd no tears
Even if tonight was just a dream
There would still be you and me

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For the first time ever, this post shall not be just about baby though the song above is for baby. =D

Anyway, today, met up with BK, YX and Mus at Vivo to sneak an attack on the girls working there. Actually no la, were bored, so decided to go out walk walk. Met at 4 but I was too engrossed reading a book that I forgot the time and left the house only at 4.10. o.o Sorry guys! Anyway, met them at Vivo at around 4.45 and then had neither lunch nor dinner, just eating for the sake of eating. LOL. Went up at aroung 5.30 to look for the girls and at the same time, buy some stuff. At 6, after the girls knocked off from work, YX thought can go catch a movie together but the girls decided to go home instead. o.o saddening.

So the 4 of us went to walk around, shop a bit but didn't buy anything though I've seen quite a number of stuff I would really love to get. Blame it on my budget. So tight that I can hardly breathe! Have been a little spendthrift lately, no doubt. So for dinner, I suggested going to Pasir Panjang there cause I feel like eating seafood and char kway teow. Nice one can! I think they were somewhat happy too, except for the shit part which I shall not post here lest I vomit. I ate all my favourites namely LALA, ZUZU, Stingray and "Green Char Kway Teow" If you guys wanna know what they are, let me know, I bring you there to try. Cheap and good! Whahaha. Then took a bus back and here I am.

Haven't seen baby in 2 days already and the last time we met wasn't exactly a pleasant one so I can't wait to see baby tomorrow! Time is crawling man.

you are my baby love.

2008-09-21T22:44:00.002+08:00

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Baby Love
Nicole Scherzinger

I remember like it was yesterday
First kiss and I knew you changed the game
You have me, exactly, well you want it,
And I'm on it

And I ain't ever gonna let you get away
Holdin' hands never made me feel this way
So special, boy it's your, it's your smile
We so in love

La la la la
Yeah
We so in love
La la la la la
And I just can't get enough
Of your La la la la la
Yeah we so in love, love
I want you to know

You are my baby love, my baby love
You make the sun come up (Oh boy, oh boy)
You're my every, everything that I could ever dream of
You are my baby love, my baby love
You make the sun come up (Oh boy, oh boy)
You're my every, every, every, everything

Been a minute and we still holding it down
Butterflies every time you come around
You make me, so crazy
It's crazy, oh baby

And I don't ever wanna be with no one else
You're the only one that ever made me melt
You're special, boy it's your, your style
We so in love

La la la la
Yeah
We so in love
La la la la la
And I just can't get enough
Of your La la la la la
Yeah it's all I'm thinking of
Love
I want you to know

You are my baby love, my baby love
You make the sun come up (Oh boy, oh boy)
You're my every, everything that I could ever dream of
You are my baby love, my baby love
You make the sun come up (Oh boy, oh boy)
You're my every, everything that I could ever dream of
You are my baby love, my baby love
You make the sun come up (Oh boy, oh boy)
You're my every, everything that I could ever dream of
You are my baby love, my baby love
You make the sun come up (Oh boy, oh boy)
You're my every, every, every, everything

Everything, everything, ooo
Everything, everything, ooo

You're my always and forever
You're my sunshine
On my mind, constant
Think about you all the time
You're my everything

Everything, everything, ooo
Everything, everything, ooo

You my new school (love)
You my old school (love)
And it's so true
You're the one I'm thinking of

You are my baby love, my baby love
You make the sun come up (Oh boy, oh boy)
You're my every, everything that I could ever dream of
You are my baby love, my baby love
You make the sun come up (Oh boy, oh boy)
You're my every, every, every, everything
You are my baby love, my baby love
You make the sun come up (Oh boy, oh boy)
You're my every, every, every, everything
You are my baby love, my baby love
You make the sun come up (Oh boy, oh boy)
(You make the sun come up on a cloudy day
You're my number one, you're my special thing)
You're my every, every, every, everything

Everything, everything, ooo
Everything, everything, ooo
You are my baby, baby, baby, baby love

Everything, everything, ooo
Everything, everything, ooo
You're my everything
You are my baby, baby, baby, baby love

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I think I make a lousy boyfriend. =(
Yeah.
From now on, I will try my best to make it up to you baby.
Can't wait to see you on tuesday!

sick boy.

2008-09-18T23:25:00.003+08:00

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I Do (Cherish You)
98 Degrees

All I am, all I'll be
Everything in this world
All that I'll ever need
Is in your eyes
Shining at me
When you smile I can feel
All my passion unfolding
Your hand brushes mine
And a thousand sensations
Seduce me 'cause I

I do cherish you
For the rest of my life
You don't have to think twice
I will love you still
From the depths of my soul
It's beyond my control
I've waited so long to say this to you
If you're asking do I love you this much
I do

In my world, before you
I lived outside my emotions
Didn't know where I was going
'Till that day I found you
How you opened my life
To a new paradise
In a world torn by change
Still with all my heart
'Till my dying day

I do cherish you
For the rest of my life
You don't have to think twice
I will love you still
From the depths of my soul
It's beyond my control
I've waited so long to say this to you
If you're asking do I love you this much
Yes I do

I really love you
I do
I really love you

If you're asking do I love you this much
Baby, I do cherish you
From the depths of my soul
It's beyond my control
I've waited so long to say this to you
If you're asking do I love you this much
Baby, I do

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Woke up rather early today to send baby to work.
Why baby work so far away! Took the bus for about 1 hour and a half hour with baby.
But baby was so tired, that baby slept all the way. Okay! Almost all.
The thing is, I also very tired! If we both sleep, who going to press the bell.
So i tahan! Whahaah. Pro right. Tahan for 1 hour plus. The feeling is not shiok one. So don't try it. Next time, I'm so gonna get sufficient sleep.

After sending baby, I took a bus back to meet shawn for a overdue haircut. On the bus is like hell on earth man. Every 2 minutes or so, my eyes will come down. Then keep telling myself "Cannot sleep, sleep already wake up at Jurong East already. Very troublesome one". Damn torturous la!

The sick bug seems to be getting us all. I fell sick 2 days ago with a fever, flu and cough. Then I passed it on to baby yesterday when we met. SO SORRY BABY! Now baby's suffering with me. Damn. I feel so bad. But its okay! I will nurse you back to health! And and and! Baby's sweet! Baby bought medicine for me upon knowing that I am sick yesterday. And heck, why is medicine so ex? Or maybe its just cause I become more budget already. I didn't know Ang Mo Kio Hub so big, but nothing to shop inside one. What a boring place. Toa Payoh Hub worst!

I'm so gonna meet baby on saturday. And next saturday we turn 1 month! WEEE~

I LOVE BABY!

i dont wanna fight.

2008-09-17T01:11:00.002+08:00

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I Don't Wanna Fight
Westlife

I can't sleep,
everything i ever knew,
It's a lie,
without you,

I can't breathe,
when my heart is broke in two,
There's no beat,
without you,

You're not gone,
but you're not here,
It's that's the way it seems tonight,
If we could try to end these wars,
I know that we can make it right,
cause baby,

I don't wanna fight no more,
I forgot what we were fighting for,
and this lonelyness that's in my heart,
won't let me be apart from you,

I don't wanna have to try,
Girl, to live without you in my life,
So, i'm hoping we can start tonight,
cause i don't wanna fight,
no more,

How can I leave,
when everything that I adore,
and everything I'm living for,
Girl, it's in you,

I can't dream,
sleepless nights have got me bad,
The only dream i ever had,
is being with you,

I know that we can make it right,
It's gonna take a little time,
Lets not leave ourselves with no way out,
lets not cross that line,(that line)

I don't wanna fight no more,
I forgot what we were fighting for,
and this lonelyness that's in my heart,
won't let me be apart from you,

I don't wanna have to try,
Girl, to live without you in my life,
So, i'm hoping we can start tonight,
cause i don't wanna fight,
no more,

Remember that i made a vow,
that i would never let you go,
I meant it then, I mean it now,
and i want to tell you so,

I don't wanna fight no more, (oh no)
I forgot what we were fighting for,
and this lonelyness that's in my heart,
won't let me be apart from you,

I don't wanna have to try,
Girl, to live without you in my life,
So, i'm hoping we can start tonight,
(can we start)
cause i don't wanna fight,
no more...

I don't wanna fight no more,
I forgot what we were fighting for, (oh yeah)
and this lonelyness that's in my heart,
(my heart)
won't let me be apart from you,

I don't wanna have to try,
Girl, to live without you in my life,
So, i'm hoping we can start tonight,
(I'm hoping)
cause i don't wanna fight,
no more.......

It's all a lie,
Without you,
without you......

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Baby. 我知道错了.
Can we end this war? Cause I really don't wanna fight.
This feeling's damn horrible, like a monster devouring me.
I miss you so badly and yet now because of the quarrel, you don't want to meet me tomorrow.
Do you know how much I looked foward to seeing you tomorrow?
Why are we even quarreling over something that is so trival.

Please, talk to me.

im yours.

2008-09-16T14:55:00.005+08:00

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Well, you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but your so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks, now I'm tryin to get back
before the cool done run out I'll be givin it my best test
and nothin's gonna stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

But I won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait
I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
listen to the music of the moment people dance and sing
We're just one big family
And it's our godforsaken right to be loved loved loved loved loved

So, i won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait i'm sure
there's no need to complicate our time is short
this is our fate
I'm yours

I've been spendin' way too long checkin' my tongue in the mirror
and bendin' over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
and so I drew a new face and I laughed
I guess what I'd be sayin' is there ain't no better reason
to rid yourself of vanities and just go with the seasons
it's what we aim to do
our name is our virtue

But I won't hesitate no more,
no more it cannot wait
I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you will find that the sky is yours

so please don't, please don't, please don't,
there's no need to complicate,
Cause our time is short
This, this, this is our fate,
I'm yours

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I havent seen baby in 3 days now! Though 3 days might seem short, it feels like 3 years to me can! BUT, I am gonna see baby tomorrow! Can't waut for today to past quickly.

Here I am, typing this entry out and there on the other side, my baby just knocked off from work! Wonder if baby will come online tonight to chat with me. I sure hope so. But baby will be so tired somemore tomorrow morning shift, have to wake up at 5 plus. Poor poor baby.

Anyway, in short. I MISS YOU BABY!

just for you.

2008-09-15T20:23:00.004+08:00

Hello all!

I know, I know. It's been ages! Honestly, I never thought I would update my blog again. Not until SOMEONE asked me to! Right. This SOMEONE is so important to me that I am here updating this blog. JUST FOR YOU! Aww~ right!

Anyway, I cannot really recall what happened between my time of absence till now so let bygones be bygones and think about NOW!

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The Time of My Life - David Cook

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The Time of My Life
David Cook

I been waiting for my dreams to turn into something I could believe in
And I'm looking for the magic rainbow on the horizon I couldn't see it
Until I let go, gave in love, watch all the bitterness burn
Now I'm coming alive body and soul
Feeling my world starts to turn

And I'll taste every moment and living out loud
I know this is the time; this is the time to be
More than a name or face in the crowd
I know this is the time; this is the time of my life
The time of my life

Holding onto things and vanish them to the air left me in pieces
But now I'm rising from the ashes finding my wings
And all that I needed was there all along within my reach
As close as the beat of my heart

And I'll taste every moment and living out loud
I know this is the time; this is the time to be
More than a name or face in the crowd
I know this is the time; this is the time of my life
The time of my life

A mouth on the edge of forever ready to roar
Keeping my feet on the ground my arms open wide faces the sun

And I'll taste every moment and living out loud
I know this is the time; this is the time to be
More than a name or face in the crowd
I know this is the time; this is the time of my life
The time of my life

More than a name or face in the crowd
I know this is the time; this is the time of my life
This is the time of my life…
The time of my life!

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I miss baby. =[
It's gonna be so hard to see baby for the next 3 weeks and I'm not happy about it!
But hell yeah, I am having the time of my life now with my one and only.
Time seems to fly so quickly when I am with you.
For you, I will TRY to update my blog more often okay!

hurts

2008-06-11T02:35:00.001+08:00

it hurts.

only felt this feeling thrice.

1. When my grandpa passed away.
2. When my grandma passed away 2 months later.
3. When i had that conversation with you.

TAGGED

2008-05-19T21:26:00.002+08:00

This bus cute right!

Jayden is cuter, I know. This should be his blog. Like every post also git his picture.

Today is Vesak Day. Went to meet up with Dominic and family at Jurong Country Club and had a swim + tan. But no difference to my skin color which makes me angry! Anyway, went to the Golfers Terrace to eat then took some pics with the amazing background.

Tagged by YIJUN:

Tagged by Yijun.

8 things you will always bring out with you.

Handphone (Important!)
Wallet (No money no talk)
MP4 (Byebye boring bus journeys)
Earpiece (No earpiece listen what sh!t)
Clothes (Duh. Naked meh.)
Spectacles (I pa-jiao)
Bag (To make sure i dun ook unglam with plastic bags)
EZ-Link (Ti!)

7 things you've done in the past 24 hours.

Swim (At JCC)
Sleep (Who doesnt?)
Shop (WOO!)
Speak (Duh.)
Eat (Dun eat = die)
Camwhore (As seen above)
Breathe (If not I die)
Wake Up

6 people you think about the most

Just YOU. (That's for sure. You fill my mind and heart.)

5 people you chat with on MSN most.

YOU. (Anything under the sun)
Xuewen. (PORK!)
Yuxiang. (When we are bored.)
Bengkai. (What's Up Dawg!)
Yijun. (GOSSIP!)

4 things that you'd wish to do in the following year.

Spend time with you. (Definitely)
Get good results. (Big question mark)
Shop till drop. (No problem)
Be a millionaire. (LOL)

3 objects that tops your wishlist.

Havianas. (Its cool)
Black Skinnies. (Wanna try it)
Tagger bag. (I think its cool!)

2 meaningful things that you have done.

Donating Money. (Always)
Food Distribution to Elderly. (Ages ago)

1 craziest thing you've ever done in your whole entire life.

Playing Truth ot Dare in Sentosa and ending up having to do things like getting a bag from the Female toilet or try to get the lifeguard's singlet. (gee.)

Its a LONG & RANDOM post

2008-05-16T17:11:00.002+08:00

WARNING TO ALL NGEEANN POLY STUDENTS!!

Canteen 1's Each-A-Cup is such a scam. Its not even full, it tastes awful and it costs 1.50.
STEER CLEAR OF THAT SCAMMER!

I was playing RISK on facebook the other day and guess who I saw! MICHAEL OWEN! Yes! The one in Orange. How many people can say that they have chatted with Michael Owen? Well, I can !

Anyway, today overslept, didnt go to school. Missed Sarker's lesson. Miss his face.

I saw a random guy trying to jump off a building don't know when.

I know, I know, he's a construction worker. But he doesnt have any safety devices ledged on!

And, its so expensive to pee in public these days. Not literally peeing in public. As in using public toilets. First, we have to pay 10/20cents to enter and then pay tokens to use the urinals. What is the world coming to?!

1 Token for Urinals, 2 tokens for toiletbowls.

Oh well. Anyway, on the eve of mothers day, as usual, went with the whole Ting family to have mother's day dinner at Paramount Hotel. Now so little people left. Lionel's in Aussie, so is Pearlyn. It may seem only 2 but I have no idea why there's such a bug difference. Maybe I am just missing my grandpa and grandma. =(

Doing Jayden's trademark smile.

I know!! AWWWW right?!

It's supposed to be Hi 5!

No idea how Pretty got in.

His mother decided to give him a little make-over.

Then, we played around with my phone's frame options.

There's the Dumb Blonde.

The Pirate

and Nemo!

After the dinner, the cousins fetched their parents home and then went out! WOOO. Decided to meet at 12.30am at Suntec City. My brother came to fetch me at around 12.
Here are some pictures of what fun we had!
(They are a little dark cause the surrounding is dark what!)

Me & Pretty. We are tired!

Me, Ting-cube and Prettyfied!

Oh yes, Jayden was with us too. He's a night owl.

That's me and my sister-in-law trying to be retards.

Oh, have you seen my cute nephew, Jayden?
His mother is teaching him Xi Nu Ai Le here.
Forget about the first 15 seconds. He keep asking me to take pictures of his daddy. "Tik Tak daddy!"

PFA

2008-05-06T12:19:00.002+08:00

Sorry, I havent been updating recently because I am busy with schoolwork and nonsense assignments like:
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So see you in a while.

JP Value 4 strikes again!

2008-04-23T22:25:00.002+08:00

It was like a normal school day on Monday and there I am, at canteen 4, waiting for my turn to order lunch. Being a person who hates lines and crowds, naturally, the store with the shortest queue attracted me. It always is the same stall - Chinese Food. So while I am in the queue, I came across something very intriguing. Something wierd about the signboard. So I took out my HP and snapped it to share.

See if you can spot it!

Anyway, like last Tuesday, had my IS. Damn slack then after that went for lunch at JP. Did some shopping there too. Here are some pics. Oh wait! Just to show you, 1 perfect example of Singaporean bus users I hate.

*(^Q&*$^%(*&#^!

Then, I tricked Hwee See into taking this pic. All I did was on the front camera of my phone and tell her this "Eh! Hweesee, see!!!" (That rhymes!) *CLICK*

Random picture.

After lunch at Long John Silvers, the girls went to Gym and the guys headed to WenKiong's house. (I know, should be the other way around right! But we weren't properly attired so hang out at wenkiong's house instead.) We watched White Chicks there and then met the girls again. Went to slack awhile at the Art Park. Then headed back to JP for dinner and more shopping. Pictures!

To end this post, I have Mr. Neo Wen Kiong who is damn nice to demo to us why kids shouldn't have PSPs.

1. They are too engrossed in it.

2. They play while standing.

3. They play while walking.

Of course, there are more, but not convenient to show all. I'm sure you know.

Chow!

Lincoln's 10 Commandments

2008-04-16T22:10:00.003+08:00

1. Everybody Doesn't have to Love Me

Not everyone has to love me or even like me, I don't necessarily like everybody I know, so why should everybody else like me? I enjoy being liked and loved, but if somebody doesn't like me, I will still be okay and still feel like I am an okay person. I cannot make people like me, and neither can anyone make me like them. I don't need approval all the time. If someone does not approve of me, I will still be okay.

2. It Is Okay to Make Mistakes

Making mistakes is something we all do, and I am still a fine and worthwhile person when I make them. There is no reason for me to get upset when I make a mistake. I am trying, and if I make a mistake, I am going to continue trying. I can handle making a mistake. It is okay for others to make mistakes too. I will accept mistakes in myself and also mistakes that others make.

3. Other People Are Okay and I Am Okay

People who do things I don't like are not necessarily bad people. They should not necessarily be punished just because I don't like what they do or did. There is no reason why other people should be the way I want them to be, and there is no reason why I should be the way somebody else wants me to be. People will be whatever they want to be, and I will be whatever I want to be. I cannot control other people or change them. They are who they are and we all deserve basic respect.

4. I Don't Have to Control Things

I will survive if things are different than what I want them to be. I can accept things the way they are, accept people the way they are, and accept myself the way I am. There is no reason to get upset if I can't change things to fit my idea of how they ought to be. There is no reason why I should have to like everything. Even if I don't like it, I can live with it.

5. I Am Responsible for My Day

I am responsible for how I feel and what I do. Nobody can make me feel anything. If I have a rotten day, I am the one who allowed it to be that way. If I have a great day, I am the one who deserves credit for being positive. It is not the responsibility of other people to change so that I can feel better. I m the onw eho is in charge of my life.

6. I Can Handle It When Things Go Wrong

I don't need to watch out for things to go wrong. Things usually go just fine, and when they don't, I can handle it. I don't have to waste my energy worrying. The sky won't fall in; things will be okay.

7. It Is Important to Try

I can. Even though I may be faced with difficult tasks, it is better to try than to avoid them. Avoiding a task does not give me opportunities for success or joy, but trying does. Things worth having are worth the effort. I might not be able to do everything, but I can do something.

8. I Am Capable, Other People Are Capable

I don't need someone else to take care of my problems. I am capable. I can take care of myself. I can make decisions for myself. I can think for myself. I don't have to depends on somebody else to take care of me. I can't solve other people's problems for them. I don't have to take on other people's problems as if they were my own. I don't need to change other people or fix up their lives. They are capable and can take care of themselves, and can solve their own problems. I can care and be of some help, but I can't do everything for them.

9. I Can Change

I don't have to be a certain way because of what has happened in the past. Everyday is a new day. It's silly to think I can't help being the way I am. Of course I can. I can change.

10. I Can Be Flexible

There is more than 1 way to do something. More than 1 person has had good ideas that will work. There is no one and only "best" way. Everybody has ideas that are worthwhile. Some may make more sense to me than others, but everyone's ideas are worthwhile, and everyone has something worthwhile to contribute.

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Go placidy amid the noise and haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible without surrender be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly' and listen to others, even the dull and ignorant; they too, have their own story.

Avoid loud and aggresive persons, they are vexatious to the spirit. If you compare yourself with others, you may become bitter or vain, for always there will be greater and lesser perons than yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.

Keep interested in your own studies, however hunble; it is a real possession in the changing fortune of time. Exercise caution in your affairs; foir the world is full of trickery. But let this not blind you to what virtue there is, many persons strive for high ideals; and everywhere life is full of heroism.

Be yourself. Especially, do not feign for affection. Neither be cynical about love; for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment it is perennial as the grass.

Take kindly the counsel of the years, gracefully surrendering the things of youth. Nurture strength of spirit shield you in sudden misfortune. But do not distress yourself with imaginings. Many fears are born from fatique and loneliness. Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself.

You are a child of the universe, no less than the trees and the stars, you have a right to be here. And whether or not if it is clear to you, no doubt the universe is unfolding and it should hold.

FOP

2008-04-13T18:59:00.002+08:00

Yoo hoo. It's time for an update before the official closing of my blog. Traffic is so dead now. LOL.

Anyway, just ended a major source of stress, the freshmen orientation program 08. Stressful it may be, but I have to admit, I enjoyed the company of the main comm peeps! Gee, I'm missing all of them now and the late nights + asshole daidee games we have.

So have been staying in school for the 3 days throughout the FOP duration and that was the best time I've ever had this year. They are such awesome people. I'm sure you guys know what went on with the FOP, if not, check out my peeps blog. Its just too bad that my phone sucks and most of the time, either no reception or that no battery. Sucks right? I feel so miscommunicated.

Anyway, I have a whole lot of people to thank:

Qudsia - Thanks for the dried mangos and helping out with the movies + other stuff. And thanks for not kicking me. Sorry for kicking you. LOL.
Mikhail - Thanks for the lame games and jokes you shared.
Midori - Thanks for keeping everyone alive and kicking with your over-super powered laughter.
Jakin - Thanks for not scolding me despite the many mistakes I have done.
Ivor, Ming Kai, Alan, Justin - Thanks for your jokes and asshole daidee. =)
Weina, Jesline, Feng Xia - Thanks for always letting me disturb you guys.
Stephanie, Fadzli, Sherry, Peng Hui, Dexter, Yvonne, Selina - Thanks for the LONGGGG Uno game.
2P03 - For trying to cheer me up and also thanks for a wonderful work well done during FOP.
PDI Juniors - Thanks for corporating with the SLs to be the most enthu group despite being greatly outnumbered.
Everyone else in main comm - Thanks for helping me in 1 way or another.

Overall, I think I have not made a wrong choice to join the FOP and most likely I will do so again next year.

GONE!

2008-04-06T16:09:00.001+08:00

Guys, due to popular demand, here is the post to explain my absence.

I am super darn busy with the Freshmen Orientation Program coming up now.

Stay tuned after 11th April. =)

Friday the 14th!

2008-03-14T08:01:00.001+08:00

It's an amazing FRIDAY.

I PASSED ALL MY MODULES. WOOO.

Ok, I am over-reacting for geting so many Cs and Ds. But well, it's been 5 years since I have passed everything. It's celebrating eh?

Results

2008-03-14T02:10:00.001+08:00

Results gonna be out in another 7 hours. Wish me luck.

If I post another entry within the day, it means i'm happy with my results.

If I don't, console me! LOL.

Nah, jus kidding. You don't have to console me. I'll console myself.

.

2008-03-08T14:46:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, I really feel like killing myself.

I just don't know where to turn, how to move on.

What the fuck went wrong?

Eons ago..

2008-03-04T13:41:00.002+08:00

Hi, its been eons ago since I last undated, I know. Fret not, I am here. ;D

Anyway, i forgot what happened since the last post till now. All I can remember is that I met up with my sis-in-law yesterday to bring my nephew to his school. LOL. It's his first day of school. Quite entertaining to play and talk to all the cute little kids at the childcare center. After that, went to nanny's place to leave him there then we both went out. Haha.

Ok, I know, I am boring you. So maybe some of you have seen my MSN nick, and some haven't. Here is the quote:

"The only man who behaves sensibly is my tailor. He takes my measurement anew whenever he sees me while the rest go on with their old measurements and expect me to fit them."

Nice right? Thank you.

2008-02-26T01:14:00.004+08:00

Hey Yo! What's up?

Sunday was the birthday celebration of my cute little nephew, who turns 2 on the 28the of Feb. Here's a nice pic of him.

Ok, I lied, it was 2 pics.

Anyway, I'll upload the pics sometime later (MAYBE). Haha.

Today, went to school for the FOP Briefing but realised that we spent one hour there rotting as we had nothing to do. The reason for us going down today was simply to write down our names so that they could contact us for further meetings. -.-

Then, me, bengkai, kevin, amous, gervina, shujun and qudsia headed down to town. As soon as we reached town, bengkai left to meet his friends at taka and the rest of us went to cineleisure to catch a movie "L - Change the World" NICE MAN! ENJOYED IT. Like 4 popcorns outta 5. A MUST watch. Ok la, maybe not that great. 3.5 popcorns.

Then, had dinner at PastaMania! Finally got to eat there. VONGOLE NICE! After that, went shopping and I bought a pair of shoes from ZARA. NICE LEH. But now see not very nice. Sigh. But at least I made myself happy for that little while. Haha. Been wanting to get myself a pair of shoes for quite a long time and I finally have it!

I think I might be breaking out in a shopping frenzy soon.

P.S. Guess what? I used only 2 fingers to type this entry, exactly how L did. And I am squatting, not sitting on my chair, exactly what L did. Oh yeah, I'm sucking on a lollipop and eating gummies now. That's exactly what L would do. Yeah, you are looking at the blog of the L wannabe.. or rather, imposter.

The EMO syndrome

2008-02-20T13:24:00.002+08:00

First of all, I've had SO MUCH problems trying to log in to Blogger. I tried like 9082734879 times yesterday and all I got was a message like this:

Kinda o.o huh! Oh wells, I wonder what's wrong with everything around me and what's up with the emo syndrome. Its highly contagious man. And highly irritable when overdone. Everyone has problems. Will emoing solve problems? But I will not start a whole entry about the philosophy of anti-emo cause I myself emo at times.

So, on a lighter note, yesterday went out with my besties to celebrate shawn's birthday. I overselpt and woke up at 12 when I was supposed to meet them at 12.30.! HAHA. So Tricia called me and then called shawn then shawn came over to my house and waited while i quickly bathed and prepared myself. Then after that, we left to meet tricia at dover then headed down to orchard. Wanted to catch the 1.30 show of Kung Fu Dunk, but then we were still at clementi mrt at 1.30. So that's kinda out. haah. Then we got the 3.35 show instead after lunch. Oh, we had my favourite Ajisen for lunch btw. Slurps.

So I paid the movie tickets for them and then we went to the theatre, which was at the 9th floor?! I have never been there to watch a movie man! SO wierd, its actually inside E2Max. Then the cinema STINKS. Very very extraordinaryly stinky. For the first 15 minutes, I had to cover my mouth and nose with my shirt or I would have vomitted because we had a very filling lunch. But after that, I adapted to that smell so it wasnt so bad. Oh ya, I havent mentioned, we watched Kung Fu Dunk! Eh, nice leh the show! Stupid and Atrocious but rather entertaining and cool. Imma rate t a 3.5 stars out of 5. So after the show at about 5 plus, we shopped around taka, wisma and paragon then went to dinner at swensens. After dinner, we bought a cake but we were so full that me and tricia had no choice but to choose the couple cake. cos thats the smallest we can find. It's called strawberry heart. LOL.So we forced ourselves to eat the cake and then left for home. Oh ya, last but not least, we kept taking the wrong transport yesterday. Supposed to alight at raffles, we alight at cityhall, then supposed to go to boonlay, we go to pasirris, then supposed to alight at somerset, we alight at orchard. o.o

Dead as a Log

2008-02-13T23:42:00.002+08:00

Hey guys!

I know, its been eons since i last updated. But I hardly have the time to even come online, needless to say, update! I've been so busy with that something that probabbly got you busy too. Its the LUNAR NEW YEAR! Let's pick up from where I left.

Febuary 5th
Believe it or not, I forgot what happened on this day. Moving on..

Febuary 6th
Ahh.. the eve of new year. Had to go back to school to hand in my DPAM poster. Kinda angry cause everyone else in the class knew how much they got and their overall grade but I got to know nothing. Mr. Chok, I know you might be reading this. So kindly email my grade to me. Thanks. =)

Later in the evening, went to my cousin's house at Yio Chu Kang for re-union. Everyone was supposed to bring something, yeah, kinda like pot luck. So let's see what I had.

My family brought the critical stuff. YUSHENG!
Bought from Sakae Sushi. Ex sia. But the sashimi is SLURPS.

My auntie brought ABALONE! WOO.

I know you are slurping now. But there's still more. My godma cooked fishmaw, sea cucumber and pork ribs!

And 1 of my uncle bought roasted chicken and duck.

Last but not least, my other uncle prepared 2 of my ALL TIME FAVOURITES! Chicken is Red Date Wine and the Hair MUSHROOM!

I'm sure there'smore food. Just canot remember what. Haha.

Anyway, after dinner, we watched television and waited for the countdown. Though by then, half of the family was sleeping. That's why, the eve of a public holiday should be a holiday too. So people do not have to go to work and can party.

Febuary 7th
Gong Xi Fa Cai! Today's the first day of the 15 days of lunar new year. Went to my mother's side to bai nian. 1 thing I don't like about this? Too many people. Its true, there are like 50 odd close to 60 people on my mother's side. And I got so frustrated when at least 5 people didn't recognise me. "Hey, what's your name ah?" or "Hey, who is this?" the worse is "You are Lincoln meh? Don't look like leh *Disusted Face*" :*(

But anyway, as usual, had buffet catering at my grandma's house. The food this year was much better than the previous one though I didn't really eat much. Busy collecting ang pao ^^

Then when most of the people left, I played mahjong with my cousins. Woo. Been ages since I last played mahjong. Just cannot find the right kakis. No one wanna play with me. Finally got to play. Won about 40 bucks then went to my father's side again at around 11pm. Played 21 points there. Won about 24 bucks. Woo. Lucky year for me man. Then went home at 3 plus. So tired, I slept in less than 3 minutes.

Febuary 8th
Second day of chinese new year. Woke up, went to mother's side for lunch then played dai dee with my cousins. Won another 30 bucks. LOL! Basically, spent the whole day there. Nothing much la.

Febuary 9th
Today, went to mother's side again. (Maybe cause its just opposite my house?) Then, eat lunch, played 21 points with my grandma, lost a little. =( Then went to watch the movie CJ7 with my father's side at Tiong Bahru. Nice show, but not worth watching in the cinema. Nothing fantastic. Shall not post spoilers here. Haha. After the movie, we went to geylang to meet up with the rest of my father's side family and had a farewell dinner for my cousin. She's going to autrallia to study to be a vet for 5 years. Don't know if she's gonna come back. But my family's short of 1 person now. *CHOY* I mean, for the next 5 years, less 1 person. *Touch wood* Hopes she pass and opens her own clinic. I would then demand for a VIP card. No need to queue, no need to pay. Woo. Shiok right?

Apparantly, the adults enjoyed the food so much, they booked the same room in the same restaurant for the last day of chinese new year dinner. I love dining with my father's side. Cause they really do go for good food and good food ONLY. Slurps. I vaguely remember that the best I had that night was the sharks fin soup and the black pepper crab. The chilli crab NOT nice. Oh ya, the drunken prawns is damn nice, but small.

Anyway, that's it for the day.

Febuary 10th
Work and school starts for everyone today. Boring! But I do have the privillege to slack at home. That's basically what I did for the next few days till date.

Febuary 11th
Went to school to meet amous, weijun and bengkai to revise for EG2. Weijun smartly brought his MDA book instead of his EG2 book and ended up not doing anything so he took out his sketchbook and started sketching bengkai (Which looked horrible)

So we studied for a short while until we were interrupted. We got chased out of the room. =x. Went to a corner and sat there. Tried to start studying again but I dunno if its the corner, or its the light but all of us felt sleepy and threw our books aside as we slacked till about 4 plus 5 and went to canteen 1 for early dinner before heading home.

Febuary 12th
Slacked.

Febuary 13th
Slacking.

Febuary 14th
Will Slack.

P.S. Happy Valentines Day!

Febuary 15th
EXAM.

They just proved themselves.

2008-02-04T20:39:00.000+08:00

So it seems that the previous entry about the top 5 most irritating bus users is quite worth the effort in typing it out. =) It has triggered some thoughts and comments in most of you.

But well, to prove that I am right, or that 184 really is filled with such people (Whichever is less convincing), together with Mindy and WenKiong, the 3 of us encountered yet another Scared Cannot Alight Bus Uncle and I saw a Scared Cannot Board Bus Auntie when I tried to take 189. Enough said. Sigh.

Anyway, is it me or is it that Singapore is getting brighter and colder? I was walking home earlier just and was wondering why it is still so bright. Looking at my watch, it actually is already 7 plus! Isn't 7 plus supposed to be dark? And after I took my shower, I actually shivered on the way to my room. COLD. Must be the effects of Global Warming. Please, do something about it!!

I know you have already told me no problem, I still wanna thank WenKiong for sharing his music with me. You made my day man! H-A-P-P-Y!

Inconsiderate Souls

2008-02-01T22:02:00.000+08:00

What prompted me to post this entry is because I'VE HAD ENOUGH!

Sometimes, I wish I have a camera with me so I can snap some people down. Especially when I am on the bus. Here's the top 5 most inconsiderate Singaporeans I have encountered on the bus. Have you spotted them?

1. The Scared Cannot Board Bus Uncle

Beware! This person will knock you down, kill you, or do whatever it takes to get them on the bus. Just today, I encountered a SCBBU. He was right at the back of the line but simply pushed everyone in the line away to board the bus. Everyone was staring at him. Worse still, he rammed me aside. I wanted to kick him so much.

2. Sorry, I am handicapped missy

This missy, is always seating on the seat which is closer to the center of the bus. I have no idea if the window is scary, or just that their butts are too heavy to move. But no matter what, they are not moving in. And if you want to seat inside, she'll stare at you like you're stealing her seat. Unless she is super-duper fat, does she need 2 seats?

3. My bag is my best friend

MBIMY people generally reserve a seat for their bags. Even when the bus is overflowing, his/her bag cannot afford to leave the seat. She/he would rather those who cant board the bus take the next bus, than for his/her bag to leave its seat.

4. Scared cannot alight auntie

I often encounter someone like that. Before the bus even stops, she stands up and forces her way through. Is the bus going to explode after a few minutes? What's the hurry? I understand that sometimes, the SCAA might be rushing for time, but I realised that this happens all the while.

5. All-in-one

WARNING. This is by far the worst. As their name suggests, its the ALL IN ONE. They have all the above mentioned 4 traits.
Lincoln's advice: Take the next bus if you can afford it.

SBS/SMRT should start something called bus ettiques. This is horrible! No wonder I detest taking the bus so much. Some Singaporeans just need to stop and think for themselves. What's with the Kiasuism. Is it something to boast about?

I pray hard that you are not one of the above mentioned bloodsuckers.

Random Update

2008-01-31T17:51:00.000+08:00

Forget about those 2 updates I told you about. Cause I am too lazy to upload the pics. Maybe 1 or 2.

But well, I am so glad there is a new MRT line. Can't wait for it to complete.

And since CNY is round the corner, here's a nice video that puts me into the atmosphere.

Update coming up soon.

2008-01-27T00:12:00.000+08:00

Hey guys, stay tuned for interesting upadates! I am simply too busy and tired to blog about them right now.

Updates you can expect in upcoming updates:
1. Ajisen Dinner @ IMM
2. Dinner @ JCC
3. Top 5 bus users I hate the most and why

So stay tuned!

2008-01-19T21:17:00.000+08:00

Yesterday after school went to town with Janice, Mingxi, YiJun, BengKai, Kevin and Amous. Wanted to catch Cloverfield but there wasn't any tickets left. I suppose it's a good thing since the invincible 4 went to watch it but felt that it wasn't worth the money. Haha. So since no movie, we decided to have a good dinner, remembered that mindy reccomended the HK cafe so we went there to eat.

After we entered, we laughed at their menu cause they serve western food, "HONG KONG STYLE" and they have some kinda papaya soup with noodles and half an egg which costs about 8 bucks. I ordered "Seafood HotPot Congee" which costs 10 bucks and it looks like that:

I thought to myself "Holyshit! Crabmeat and porridge for 10 bucks? Then I dug it up and found 1 piece of fish and 1 prawn which was amputated into 3 or more parts. (I pity Janice)
And guess what? The egg shrinks.

Told ya.
So I decided to make my 10 bucks worth it and licked everything off the hotpot.

This is when kind hearted BengKai decided to donate part of his cheese baked rice to me. Which part? This:

Thanks so much dude!
Last but not least, the total bill is about 70 odd dollars but that is not inclusive of GST and service charge. So after adding in the 17%, the grand total has snowballed to a holy 90 odd dollars. The 17% is sufficient to buy a meal for another person. I'm so going to write a petition to the government. (Erm, any authorities out there, I am merely kidding.)

So amous was so fed up, he asked for a feedback form because we have not finished eating and the waiter brought the bill to us. Guess what? This is their feedback form:

Nope, you didn't see wrongly, they do not have feedback forms and they gave us 2 pieces of blank paper.
I got so angry, I took the paper and wrote a whole lot of complaints. To see the full version, go to Yi Jun's Blog to enlarge.

After that, went to shop around Cine then slacked outside Ngee Ann City. Certain things happened that spoilt the day and sorry to the rest for ruining the fun evening we were having. But after a good night's sleep, I am better now.

Oh, did I mention that we tried to grab the free goodie bag at the Ngee Ann Open House and was saw through. The damn ambassador there stopped us and asked for our ez-link cards.@!^%@$#( I can't take that lying down.

Lincoln Visits NP Open House

2008-01-17T23:14:00.000+08:00

Alright, today's a thursday, which means that its IS. Yucks, I know. Sports & Wellness plus Creative Applied Thinking Skills.

Sports & Wellness
MEt up with the guys (yuxiang, bengkai, wenkiong, amous) and went to the field together. Had simple warm up exercises then went on to play the game. Today was quite cool. Cause not using pitching. Instead, using the stand, so now it is easier to hit the ball. No need to scared strike 3 then out of the game, so paiseh. Haha. At least I scored 2 homeruns today. That made my day so I am ready for CATS. Come to think of it, I am beginning to like the softball game. Doubt it'll last for long though.

CATS
Boring CATS. Listened to his story then he sprung an attack on us. NEXT WEEK PRESENTATION. OMG. And this coming monday, 2 assignments are due. WTF. At least we split up the work among the group so we can be more efficient. Hopefully this turns out well, I have failed enough modules and subjects in my life. Time to pass a semester with no Fs at all (Doubt it will happen though)

Lunch
After CATS, went to lunch with yuxiang, mindy, janice, shujun, wenkiong, bengkai, mingxi, amous and hweesee. Wanted to eat yan dao foo. But queue so long so me and yuxiang got to ban mian instead. Haha. Nothing much la. Bet you don't wanna know my boring life.

OPEN HOUSE!
As agreed, the guys decided to visit the NP Open House. For what, you might ask, for the goodie bag la! Who doesn't love free stuff? What? Kiasu? Admit you, you want a bag too. It has a really cool pencil box inside and the NP Mascot, a water bottle, free LIME magazines and blah blah blah. Oh ya, did I mention the 5 highlighters? Cool Shit. (Excuse Me)

As a summary, today was fun but somewhat tiring. I got home and slept. LOL. Now I can't get to sleep, great.

Oh ya, I realised that my blog is getting rather wordy nowadays. 2 reasons for that. First being that I don't being a camera to school to camwhore (No one wanna cam whore with me anyway) and that Blogger takes eons to upload pictures. Good enough?

shag.

2008-01-14T00:45:00.000+08:00

I'm so sorry for not updating regularly or exciting (readable) stuff for you guys. But so much is going on with my life now that I hardy have time to manange my stuff properly.

Projects deadlines, events coming up, exams round the corner and my own family time. Of course, gaming time la. But well, blogging time seems to be out. Hope you guys will remember pepperoniguy and come on back often at least until i get back the blogging spirit?

What a stylus can do.

2008-01-07T22:50:00.000+08:00

Here is what a stylus can do. Performed by Kevin Fee during class time (Differentiation. No wonder)

2008-01-04T21:24:00.000+08:00

I forgot. HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Haha. Am really lazy to blog these days. Do forgive me. =)

2008-01-02T10:21:00.000+08:00

I'm sad.

Kevin has 59 posts already. And my blog is 3 times older than his blog but I only have 100+ posts. But anyway, that's okay cause his one all crappy posts! LOL!

LEAVE A COMMENT OR DIE

long time no see.

2007-12-23T21:10:00.000+08:00

Hey there, long time no see, I know.

Let's do a little small recap from where i left.

December 14
Went out with my besties, turned out that shawn was actually making use of us cause he needed to go work but was too early so he tricked us into going to eat donut cafe. LOL. Nothing much happened except that we went to Velocity and slacked around there, then went to eat Sakae.

December 15
Today, my bro comes back from Australia for a week. We went to the airport to fetch him together with my cousins. And we mahjonged.
December 16
Nothing much happened, woke up, ate and watched TV.
December 17
Nothing much happened, woke up, ate, went to IMM and mahjonged.
December 18
Today is chalet, woke up at 9 plus then met with mindy, wk and xuewen at MRT. then went to white sands to eat wk's ko-pi-tiam. lol. Went to NTUC, got some stuff, then went to check in, wanted to go escape so badly, but the weather sucks. nvm. there's always tmr, took quite a number of pics, but lazy to recount what happened and uplaod the pictures. If you really wanna have a look, look at my friends blogs.
December 19
After mac breakfast, went to dominic's house as i was lazy to take train, so waited for my bro to come and fetch me. anyway, at night need to go airport to fetch felicia.
December 20
Forgot what happened today.
December 21
Nothing much happened today, woke up, went to eat, then went to my another house in tnajong pagar to look at its conditions, haha. vry disgusting, but got back some childhood memories.
December 22
Had christmas celebration with family today at pearlyn's house. was kinda fun, had movie marathon and I WATCHED TRANSFORMERS TODAY. I want to own a robot too. Who wants to get me a robot for christmas? (The Transformer kind, of course, REAL ONE.)
December 23
Bro's going back today. QUITE sad la. woke up, went to eat at parkway parade and then went to airport and came home.

Orchard!

2007-12-13T22:37:00.000+08:00

This post is for yesterday. Yesterday was the last paper. Then after that, chionged to Orchard.

On the bus, we encountered a strange auntie. Her hair is shoulder length, 70% white, the the top of her hair is cut short so she can spike it. If you think that's not wierd enough, she talks to air. We boarded the bus then I already saw her talking. We all thought that at first, it was her relative she was talking to but after a while, I realise, she also talks to me! Is she trying to freak me out or what. I wanted to take a picture but sadly, the others didnt want to. So guess you guys just have to imagine.

When we finally reached the destination, we chionged to eat and as usual, leading the way to shopping paradise is Mindy and Xuewen. They are like right in front and walk damn fast. Must have been the shopping temptation. LOL!. So we went to lucky plaza to have lunch. According to Mindy, the shop is uber nice. Sadly, she says "Oh, I only know the pai gu fan very nice." Great! I dun like pork. So I ate some wierd stuff called "See Chap Hor Fun" LOL. Not bad la. But as I told Mindy, the place very lok cock la!

Anyway, after lunch, unknowingly, the shopping spree started and mindy and xuewen plus the other girls - janice, mingxi, shujun, gervina and hweesee started ransacking all the shops and buying things they see. So me, kevin, bengkai, yuxiang, wenkiong and amous just loittered around the shop in which they are in cause the shops they go into are all girls shops. But it was fun. Crapping and making hellalot of noise outside the shop.

Ok la. Enough talk. Let the pictures do the talking.

This is some kinda chicken cube rice.

What's bengkai doing?

Maybe the pork chop is really nice.

This is what I mean by "loitering" Like some kinda bodyguard?

I think this picture of Bk is uber cool.

We visited NOISE SINGAPORE!

ITS OVER THERE!

I LOVE THIS PICTURE. Its uber cool la. Like BSB.

Not nice to take people while peeing la!

I have no idea what they are doing.

Meet Wenkiong's new friend.

He's possessed with his new friend.

Now you see why?

We watched ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNKS! CUTE!

Then we rot outside Ngee Ann City.

Actually, we took loads more pics. But Blogger is taking forever to upload so nvm. LOL!

Was damn happy yesterday! Had Old Chang Kee, had precious moments with my beloved friends, watched a movie since ages ago and shopped till we dropped. (Literally)

Anyway, I am going out with my besties tomorrow. Can't wait!

Leave a comment.

Love ya.

That's what friends are for?

2007-12-10T12:14:00.000+08:00

Why must people be 2-faced?

Can't they like ou for who you are? Do you get friends just to backstab you? Might as well not have this friend. I mean like. If you don't like a certain person, make it obvious, let him/her know. No point pretending to be his/her friend in fornt of him/her then behind him/her, you backstab him/her? What's the point? Self-satisfaction?

It's really times like this that I start to think. Who are those who are beside me who are really true friends and who are weather friends. Come to think of it, are weather friends worth keeping?

FUCKED UP

2007-12-04T22:20:00.000+08:00

Ranting post coming up.

I'm pretty much fucked up now.

1. Rehearsal wasnt smooth.
2. CATS project screwing us up.
3. DPAM last minute chiong work.
4. MP, EG2, MDA1 Tests coming up.
5. No more time for PDi Nite.
6. Attitudes of SOME people around me.
7. Peer issues.
8. Family issues.
9. Time Management issues.

So, please don't irritate me now. I will FUCK you.

Sorry.

Tribute

2007-12-01T00:06:00.001+08:00

This post is a tribute to the 5 who left us in the fatal incident at Cambodia. Though I have nothing to do with it and have no business to be sad, I feel so uset by this matter. It's gonna bug me for ages now and most likely, I won't be able to sleep tonight.

EMO?

Right you are. I just can't stand such stuff. I need things to distract myself. I only read up on 1 of the 5 and already I feel half dead. I think I better stop. Yes, I know, I am wierd.

Check them out anyway:
Jeremy Goh http://rememberingjerbroni.blogspot.com
Jeremy Goh http://tw.youtube.com/watch?v=oXik6_WvIlw
Jeremy Goh http://profiles.friendster.com/jremy
Boon San http://bgpoh.blogspot.com/
Stephen http://energizerloh.blogspot.com/
Wei Zheng http://rvhs2j2001.blogspot.com/
Reuben http://ntu.facebook.com/group.php?gid=6327748991

What if, something like that is to happen to me? What would you do?

2007-11-30T10:07:00.000+08:00

UPDatED!

Off to school now .Bye

2 things.

2007-11-24T11:24:00.000+08:00

HI PEOPLE!

Updating about 2 things. Firstly, is the long awaited Korea Trip followed by 1P01 coming to my house because our picnic plan was crashed by the bad weather.

KOREA!

Day 1, ew went to the Naminara Republic Island.

It looks something like this:

Yes, that's where they filmed Winter Sonata. Look at what pris is doing. Super o.o

After that was lunch. IT WAS FANTABULOUS LA. Why Singapore dont have such food.

HOT PLATE CHICKEN BBQ!
Seriously, I thought Korea is a very modern place. I didn't expect their shopping alley to look something like that. A little disappointed la.

THIS IS THE LARGEST AND MOST BORING SHOPPING ALLEY IN SEOUL. PERIOD.
All they sell are skincare products. No wonder all the Koreans look so good.

Day 1's Dinner: Zha Jiang Mian. We tried it there and is was nice so we bought the instant noodles home and just like every other brand, instant noodles sucks.

DUNKIN DOUGHNUTS!

Day 2, we went to climb a volcano mountain. COOL STUFF. DAMN WINDY and cold, I kept shivering dispite my double jacket and umbrella. Talking about Umbrella, it kept overturning! But the view is damn nice!

Don't believe?

This view is taken halfway up the mountain.

The other side of the mountain. SEA!

After the mountain, we went to a valley -.- CLIMB ALL DAY. BUT! Its to see the waterfall. First time in my life!

River Rapids

4 of us and the extremely large and long bridge behind.

Day 3, we went to the Teddy Bear Museum! COOL STUFF

Snow white and the 7 dwarves

Elvis Presley

The Beatles

Michael Jordan (What's with the tongue?)

Ladies and Gentlemen, you are looking at the world's most expensive teddy bear. The LV bear!

Bears from the serial GOONG!

This is 1 thing you seldom see in Singapore. Sunset.

Day 4, we went to EVERLAND! This themepark really disgraces Singapore's Escape.

Its Halloweeen!

Then there is this parade thingy, so fun!

Like Singapore's Chingay?

Their Viking Ship is at the top of a mountain. Looks so big and scary la. We couldn't find our way there anyway.

In their theme park, they have a SAFARI (Amazing Animals)
This bear can understand and speak chinese, korean and english! Heck, I cant!

They also have a garden inside the theme park. DAMN NICE OR?

Day 5 at Dragon Peak Resort. I almost fainted upon seeing the mountain. Luckily, got cable car.

Taken right at the top

Its supposed to be Autumn, but we have only spotted 1 tree which has turned red and i have no idea why I didnt take a pic of it and me.

This is the hotel lobby.

Day 6, went to KIMCHI SCHOOL!

and acted like koreans.

If I am not wrong, this is the previous queen's house.

Then we went to Lotte World. Another theme park. DAMN NICE AND HUGEEEEE
This is entrance to Indoor Theme Park and Ice Skating Rink

This is entrance to Outdoor Theme Park

This is the Merry Go Round where they film all the Korean Dramas.

At the airport with my new friends! Cool people.

View from a plane is always nice.

BTW, its not that I didnt take pics or that I'm in love with pris. But all the pics were taken with her camera and she's taking forever to upload the pics and vids so I cant show all of them. Heck, what you have seen must have been 1/10 of the pics we took. And that explains why she uploaded all the pics with her inside first. SELFISH LA.

So stay tuned for more random updates about Korea

Next, 1P01

On the way to my home.

Sorry to those whom had to wait outside while I clear up my home

My room desk, photoshopped till so nice.

OKAY! My house is boring, I know.

Wonder what they doing in my room *Smirks*

Finally, the pizzas arrived.

Didnt know BK does housework

2 cakes for the 2 birthday people.

While trying hard to take a nice class pic, we had many funny ones. And the focus is always on wenkiong.

Ok, sorry. This one the focus is on WJ.
CANDID

Take 1

Take 2

Take 3

OKAY! I spoiled the photo.

Funny faces.

I think this is the nicest.

I look fat here or?

Snapshots of the video taking

Thats all. Worthy update though I havent updated in a while right?
So wait for another 10 years and you'll see another post like this.

2 Girls 1 Cup

2007-11-14T22:45:00.000+08:00

So, recently, I came across a 2girls1cup video. And I wondered what it is. I thought it was some kind of kinky porn at first but I realised from YuXiang that it is not. In fact, it is a video of 2 girls, shitting into a cup and then eating it. After which, they dig their mouths to vomit into each other mouths and drinking it. *Vomits*

Sick or?

Check out my friends' funny reactions upon watching the video.

BENG KAI

YI JUN

YU XIANG

MINDY

KEVIN-1

KEVIN-2

KEVIN-3

Still insists on watching the video? Search it on Google.

God Bless You.

This is an update..

2007-11-14T18:57:00.000+08:00

This is an update. =D

Updated

Oh, btw, this is post number 120. Now go write that down.

Bye.

P.S. (The pic is taken at the top of a mountain in Korea. Damn cold there. So if you can spot, I am wearing 3 layers.)

2007-11-09T23:26:00.000+08:00

OMG! I think my bad habit is back. I am starting to be late for school, cut classes and all. How to save myself?

Anyway, I cam across this intersting fact.

Have you ever wondered why bras are lettered A, B, C, D, DD, E, F, G, H…. and how the letters are actually used to define bras sizes?

2007-11-06T17:14:00.000+08:00

Bah. Figured no one wanted to comment about 377a.

Anyway, should I continue blogging the way I am now or should I get all up close and personal?

YOU tell me.

377a

2007-11-03T21:17:00.000+08:00

Quite recently, there’s the buzz about 377a. There’s not really much media coverage, so it’s no wonder that many were unaware.

Section 377A (”Outrages on decency”) states that:
Any male person who, in public or private, commits, or abets the commission of, or procures or attempts to procure the commission by any male person of, any act of gross indecency with another male person, shall be punished with imprisonment for a term which may extend to 2 years.

In layman’s terms, this penal code restricts homosexual sexual behaviour (What a mouthful, no pun intended) between men. And it intrigues me that there has been no such similar law prohibiting sexual acts between women.

Anyway, it started with Nominated MP Siew Kum Hong who raised the issue of repealing 377a i.e. abolish 377a. And of course, this has caused a lot of responses from the public. When there’s the proposition, there’s the opposition.

Petitions have gone online to support the repealing of this penal code. Inevitably, an opposition came into the scene and as Singaporeans who have nothing better to do initiated the retention of this penal code against the repealing party.

It’s down to: Keep377A.com (Supporting the retention of 377a) VS Repeal377a.com (Up and going for the abolishment of 377a).

While reading through some comments from Repeal377a.com, I can’t help but find the following interesting:

“Why do people keep quoting religion when debating…. why don’t they simply say what their OWN opinions are? Are they so devoid of a mind to think, to rationalise, to form an opinion, that they have to rely solely on a religious belief to justify their decisions? And it has nothing to do with religion. In fact, I am against bringing religion into the picture.”

In addition, not everyone holds the same beliefs and shares the same religion.

Since the moment this law was established, it has automatically infused into the minds of the majority that homosexuality is wrong, albeit it may reasonably not be. What’s more, this law was set up a loooooooooong time ago.

I have nothing much to say. Because all the supporting arguments have, for countless times, been brought up in the debate and they have lost their unique significance. Such many attempts to drill sense and tranquility into the minds of people have been ultimately futile. Perhaps things would have been better if we could utilise the other 90% of our brains effectively.

Why not check out those two sites, you may come across some insightful reads! By the way, the petitions have closed and this issue is still pending. I’m pretty sure it will take some time. I had the opportunity to sit in the parliament years ago and there’s a delicate structure to approving/abolishing laws, so much so members can fall asleep on their chairs while bills are being read.

Oh, by the way, there’s a Repeal377a video by various artistes too:

Repeal it?

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Haloscan has a problem

2007-10-31T10:12:00.001+08:00

Honestly. There is a minimum of 30 seconds between posts and yet I have to wait for 31 seconds. Hmm.

Save the Environment?

2007-10-30T20:12:00.000+08:00

Before I start my very commercialized post on saving the environment, let me first wish my bestie, LIYU a very happy 17th birthday!

Next, here's a disgusting video. Nerd caucasians. Watch to find out why.

Ok. Serious.

Did watching Live Earth, all those short films and ads by celebrities like Ben Affleck make you realise that plastic is non-biodegradable? Did it make you care? If your answer is "No" and you only tuned in because The Pussycat Dolls was performing, then you are not the only one.

Many youths who tuned into the much-publicised 24-hour worldwide music concert on 7th July were hardly moved by the cause behind the initiative, which was, "To trigger a global movement to solve the climate crisis", according to its official website.

The event may have sold itself to 100 artises, including music icons such as Bon Jovi, Madonna, The Black Eyed Peas, Kelly Clarkson and Shakira. It may have had a combined viewership of a third of the world's population, meaning two billion people. But it might still be considered a flop if it has not achieved its aim of making the world sit up to the climate crisis, better known as Global Warming - today's biggest environmental challenge.

The irony, observed by a BBC news website article the day adter the concert, was "Thousands of plastic cups were left on the Wembley Stadium floor at the end of the London concert, despite organisers urging the audience to put them into recycling bins provided."

If the environmental impact up close was lukewarm, it is no wonder that in Singapore, some felt no impact at all.

What's the big deal about global warming?

According to the British paper The Guardian, the Intergovernmental panel on Climate Change warned recently that global warming will likely cause a "rise in the world average temperature of up to 10 degress celsius" over the next century.

With increasing global temperatures, glaciers around the world are in danger of melting away. One example according to the BBC, would be the region surrounding Mount Everest, "between 1970 and 1989, Japanese researchers discovered most glaciers in the Everest region had retreated 60-90m".

Melting polar ice caps means that sea levels will undoubtly rise. According to the National Geographic, experts have admitted that, "Thermal expansion has already raised the oceans 10-20cm." But they forecasted tat if "Greenland's massive ice sheet were to melt, then the touble of rising sea evels would really increase.

Do you want to drown? Like in the day after tomorrow? Isn't why Steven made that movie obvious? Isn't the message clear? WE'VE GOT TO DO SOMETHING NOW!!

So from tomorrow onwards, swear to yourself that you will not leave the light on throughout the night, on the air-con only when you need it. Of course, there's a list of what you can do to save Mother Earth. JUST SO SOMETHING!